~Missing you~(todobaku)

Meeting <3

Todoroki POV
I quickly unlocked the car and rushed to Katsuki's parents house. During the ride my heart was rapidly thumping and my hands were sweaty. Each second I got closer to the house the more nervous I got. "I basically invited myself over! there's no way that he'd actually want to see me...no Shoto don't think like that!....he's the one who said he needed me! But did he really mean it....?" I grunted in frustration as I had a full on battle with myself in my head. I cleared my thoughts and finally, 10 minutes later, I arrived. The whole front of the house was blocked by reporters, I expected this to happen so I made sure I parked far away and kept my face covered. I couldn't climb through Bakugo's old bedroom window like I use to in Highschool whenever I came to pick him up to sneak out in the middle of the night for some "company" with me so my only choice was the back door.........

It was locked💀.

I'm so dumb! I thought to myself as I texted Katsuki to come fetch me from his garden that I had just broken into. I was excited to see him, but also nervous, I looked through the glass door to see any sign of someone coming downstairs and I see two little feet making their way to the kitchen. I quickly hid behind the bush tearing up and peaking in the gaps to see my son....

the son I hurt....

Kaito POV
I was walking to the kitchen to get my bottle until I heard a strange rustling in the bush. At first I thought it was a doggy so I quickly made my way to the glass back door and looked through it only to see nothing there. I sulked and then quickly turned back around when I hear a big "OW!" coming from behind the bush outside. "That sounds like my dad!" I thought to myself as I squished my face against the door to see if he was there. I intensely scanned the whole garden and I saw the bush rustle. A big grin shot up onto my face and I quickly thought to get mummy to help me unlock the door so I could go see what was outside and to my surprise mummy was already eagerly making his way downstairs as if he was expecting something......or maybe someone.

"Mummy!!" I exclaimed with a wide grin "I think daddy's in the bush!! Please can I go see him, pretty please 🥺!!" I said using my signature trick #puppy-eyes. He smiled this very confused and 'why is dad in the bush' smile and said "of course you can!" while unlocking the door. I don't think he noticed that he was trembling while twisting the key cause his eyes were so fixated on the bush, so I gave mummy a big leg hug hoping that he'll stop shaking and feel better. He bent down to my level and gave me a big kiss on my forehead and I smiled. "Thank you Kaito:)" he said with a smile while giving me a hug and a pat on the head. I smiled and mummy got up and finished opening the door! I quickly ran out of the house to the back garden and made my way to the bush.

Todoroki POV
Shit Shit Shit Shit Shit how could I let myself get caught by a child! I can't let Kaito see me now, he'll probably hate me for what I did, but other than that, HES COMING RIGHT HERE! The sound of his little feet running to the bush and his little voice screaming "DADDDYYY!!!" like he was so eager and excited to see me made me feel really important and loved. The thought of how I hurt my only family made me sob. The regret and guilt was overflowing....it was taking over me. I didn't deserve that love....

Before I could even realise I was crying a big "DADDYYY!!!" was screamed into my face by Kaito with a big grin on his face. His words that were full of happiness that were screamed into my face made me feel even more like shit for what I've done.

I'm a piece of shit! so how can this kid come to love me so much.....

Kaito jumped on top of me giving me a big hug with a wide grin. I immediately hugged him back while sobbing. "Daddy?...are u crying?" He said squeezing himself into my chest like he didn't ever want to let go or he'll lose me. "These are...happy tears Kaito..." I said with my voice breaking. "Ok! I'm happy too daddy!! I really missed you, mummy was crying every night hoping that you'd come back but I don't think he noticed that I was awake at those times...don't tell mummy I told you though, it's our secret, ok?" He said whispering the last bit in my ears. My heart shattered......I really am a piece of shit...
I gave Kaito a pat on the head and said "Ok :)".

I got up with him in my arms and turned around to see Katsuki standing at the door with this hurt expression.
I really fucked up...

Katsuki POV
He's here...he's really here...haha.
Everything that happened that night and the negative ways he treated me and Kaito flashed through my head. I was angry, sad, disappointed and disgusted....and I'm sorry if I sound rude but as a mother of a child who had to endure his traumatic behaviour i really was disgusted by his actions.
I'm not putting all the blame on him though cause I also did shout back at him and when I think about it we were both in the wrong....
I really do love him and care for him and I really hope that he understands the love that me and Kaito have for him. All the moments of happiness and laughter in our house flashed through my mind....I was happy....I was also in love.....

I was so happy with just him and Kaito.....our Lille family......I really love you Shoto and I hope that one day you'll come to realise the amount of love and care we have for you. I hate you Shoto....I hate you so much but....

......I also miss you.
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