are you kidding? now? I get writers block now? why? I'm seriously questioning my life right now! a few minutes ago I decided to get started on the story composing thing and when I read the email Ms. Cho sent me I completely blanked out on ideas. The theme was 'What is the One thing that you Want in Life'- when I read that part I literally froze on my seat; who came up with the theme? what is seriously happened in their lives?
I let out a groan in frustration "okay! you have to calm down Haru, you've done this before; you were stuck on the same situation and you still wrote the entire essay!" I said to myself "what is the big deal? you must want something right now.. right?" I asked myself "oh god! I'm talking to myself- this only happens when I'm really nervous and anxious about being confident in myself- just get a grip!" I yelled at myself
I stood up from my seat and went outside with my laptop on hand; I went to the living room, sat down on my writing chair- and yes I have a writing chair it's a thing! don't judge me. The chair was from Ji-Hu, she gave it to me when we entered college together; I use it every time that I hit a wall
I sighed before continuing to open my laptop and staring at the screen; I have to thing that corresponds to the theme- I mean what is the thing that I want in life? well I want to win this; and I don't want to be embarrassed and lose the competition; while I was in my thoughts the door opens so I got up from my seat and saw it was just Seokjin before going back to my seat "its still early, did they get you off the hook today?" I asked
Seokjin comes to the living room immediately laying down on the couch; he sighs in relief "yes they did, and I'm so glad to be here" he says
"wouldn't you want to be with the other members?" I asked
he looks at me "I see them everyday- I can get sick of them you know and besides I used to live with them remember" Seokjin says "and I want to get to know you more" he says
"me? really?" I paused "I'm not really interesting" I said
"so? that doesn't mean I can live and not talk to you about my problems- or you can talk to me if you have problems" Seokjin says as he sat up "so, are you having problems?" he asks clearly interested
"um..." I dragged my words "actually yes I need someone to talk to" I said sighing
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"so.. um yeah that's my problem" I said finally ending my words
Seokjin was silent for few seconds then he clears his throat before speaking "ok first.. you speak a lot and secondly I think you're just over thinking that your going to fail but I believe in you- and so does your teacher right? that's why she picked you.. isn't it?" he says
I nodded slowly "y-yes she did" I said softly
"I believe Ji-Hu said this to you and so did the idiot line last night right? so I'm going to say it again: you can do this so don't care about the consequences- just do what you can and write; you don't need to impress the judges but try to impress yourself, just try your best" Seokjin says with a small smile on his face "and if you fail that's fine you can always try again" he follows up
I gave him a large smile "I'm really glad your here Seokjin" I said "thank you" I said giving him a kiss on the cheek before getting up from my seat and going to my room
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My Idol Roommate
Fanfiction'roommate? does that mean... Ji-Hu's recommendation is a guy!' I thought when Haru's best friend decided to move in with her boyfriend that means Haru is left alone in a big apartment alone, Haru says she want a roommate- a girl roommate because Har...
