2:03 am
Ashton: god i fucked up so bad please come back
Ashton: i can't live without you please
Ashton: stop being overdramatic please just come home
Ashton: i never meant to hurt you
Ashton: they all meant nothing i couldn't even tell you any of their names
Ashton: goddammit why won't you answer me
3:47am
Ashton: michael said you aren't talking to him either so it must be bad
Ashton: Rae please come home i can't sleep not knowing where you are
Ashton: i love you
5;07am
Ashton: i've tried giving you space please just answer me
Ashton: i know you can see these you unblocked me
Ashton: so just answer me
Ashton: i'm sorry for yelling please come back
Ashton: i'll give you a few more hours
5:26am
Ashton: Can you sleep?
Ashton: i can't
Ashton: Do you even miss me at all?
Ashton: As if we never happened?
Ashton: God and after everything I've ever done for you too?
Ashton: i did so much for nothing in return
Ashton: please answer me if you see these
6:24am
Ashton: this is the longest you've ever ignored me
Ashton: the bed feels empty without you
7:14am
Ashton: Do you know when you overthink too much?
Ashton: that's happening right now
Ashton: i can't stop thinking about last night
Ashton: im so stupid
Ashton: i never appreciated you enough
Ashton: i don't know what i was thinking
7:53am
Ashton: i cant stop crying i miss you so goddamn much
Ashton: you asked me why i did it and i never answered
Ashton: and honestly i don't know
Ashton: most of them were so bad too
Ashton: the first time it happened i felt like shit
Ashton: then by the third it didn't
Ashton: god im so stupid
Ashton: i felt so guilty i wouldn't even look at you
Ashton: i wish i could go back in time
Ashton: take back everything i've done, everything i've said to you
Ashton: i hate myself
7:57am
Ashton: i hate who i am without you
8:00am
Ashton: even looking back at my texts im a total dick
Ashton: Why did you let me treat you like this?
Ashton: you don't deserve that
Ashton: you gave up everything for me
Ashton: Why didn't you leave me?? If you never talk to me again just tell me that please
Ashton: i need to know
8:15am
Raelynn: because for some fucked up reason i love you
Raelynn: you treated me like i meant nothing but i still loved you
Raelynn: that why you fucking asshole
8:23am
Ashton: RAE HOLY SHIT YOU'RE ALIVE
Raelynn: Message Error: The recipient has blocked
all incoming SMS from 02-342-9844
Ashton: shit
Raelynn: Message Error: The recipient has blocked
all incoming SMS from 02-342-9844
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insufferable - AFI
Fanfiction"how can a love as true as hers be returned only half as strong as she gave" - @lukeisntreal on twitter Love is pain, or at least that's what they always say. But that would be an understatement Because loving Ashton Irwin is insufferable.
