Dating Ashton Irwin gave me a headache.
I'm told by everyone I know to leave him, but I can't.
I don't know why I can't, he stopped loving a little after he turned 18. I never stopped though, I'm 28 years old and I still never stopped loving that bitch.
I wish I stopped. It would make this a whole lot easier.
I met Ashton in school when we were 14 and we sat next to each other on the bleachers at my sister's soccer game.
We hit it off quickly, and would always meet up and talk at the bleachers and one day had our first kiss at one of her practices. Then I told him about my parents knowing that would scare him away, every guy stopped liking me after I told them about my crazy strict parents.
But Ashton didn't.
He told me it was okay and we would figure it out.
I never understood why Ashton liked me, especially when he said Hallie he could like. Everyone liked my sister, she had long straight brown hair, perfect white teeth, a perfect body, and she was a star soccer player. Everyone loved her.
But he loved me instead of her.
I had curly hair that laid down me back right above my butt, I had ugly braces I've had since I was 10, my body was so ugly you could see my ribcage I looked fragile, and I was shit at sports shit at music too I basically had no talent but somehow Ashton loved me.
I was ugly and Ashton loved me.
He did for a while anyway.
bro, I literally found this chapter in my google doc I just skipped over it whoops lol. anyway, I'm gonna move this where it's supposed to be and this is gonna be a double update lol.
peace losers.
VOUS LISEZ
insufferable - AFI
Fanfiction"how can a love as true as hers be returned only half as strong as she gave" - @lukeisntreal on twitter Love is pain, or at least that's what they always say. But that would be an understatement Because loving Ashton Irwin is insufferable.
