𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐋𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬. [A SASHANNARCY FANFIC]

𝐁𝐥𝐮𝐞-𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲.

I used some of my own thought in this chapter, I hope some of you guys can relate and feel like someone understands you.

Also I just wanna clarify, no, this fanfic doesn't have the original amphibia au in it. Anne didn't die and the plantars are still there, they visit amphibia every once and a while and the plantars stay in the human realm for a couple weeks and go back.

It would cause to much pain if the plantars weren't there.

It was the middle of the night and Anne was wide awake while staring at her bedroom ceiling. She was thinking about certain things such as the events that happened earlier...

And insecurities.

When she was fighting, it was something Anne hadn't seen before. Yeah, she had seen Sasha angry before, she's fought her for gods sake. But she never seen Sasha THAT angry before. She had never seen Sasha get pissed of so easily just for her sake. Yeah, Anne knew that Sasha had a thing for protecting and defending her, but jeez, she didn't think it meant THAT much to her to the point where she'd almost kill someone for her.

But....

She couldn't help but notice how beautiful the blonde had looked. Yeah, it's not a very good thing to be thinking about how beautiful your girlfriend looks while whooping someone's ass, but Anne couldn't help but take notice of it.

Anne felt her face heat up at the thoughts. 'She's so pretty damnit... I can't believe she's my girlfriend now, and she kissed me earlier!'

'Why does Heather think she could get with her? Sasha would never get with a stuck up bitch like her. I feel bad for Sasha. It pissed me off even more when Sasha gave her that polyester sweater. That hurt like hell.'

'Everything about her just screams pretty blonde girl. So does Marcy, she may have some insecurities like me but she has no idea how beautiful she is. Does she even share my feelings?'

'Now that I think she probably has something out for me and Sasha, considering all the magazines with the curly haired tan girls and the blonde blue-eyed models in her room.'

'Now that I think about Marcy, she's been a bit more distant from us. Ouch, this is what I've been worrying about. I don't want to lose anyone else. Andrias was right.'

'The more you love them, the more it hurts when they go.'

'I love her, I love them both. Their so gorgeous and kind to me, all the time. Sasha's mature and independent, you can always count on her for something. Marcy's kind and intelligent, anything your confused on, she's got it in the bag. I can't help but be jealous of them for both of those things. Why can't I be strong and muscular like Sasha? Why can't I have a cute and girly voice like Marcy? Why don't I look cute in girly clothes? Why do I have to cover myself with boy clothes because of my body insecurities? Why have people mistaken me for a man so many times...? It hurts, I know I shouldn't be jealous of my own girlfriend, it's petty, I know. But I want the things she has.'

'I look weird. I can't even put on certain clothes, I don't even look good in mom jeans for gods sake. Maybe I should try harder? I shouldn't be so obsessed and I should lower my expectations. Eighth grade prom is coming up soon, I was never cut out for prom queen. I fuck up everything. I couldn't even be commander, those frogs were counting on me. Everyone thinks I'm the smart one, so why do I keep acting so dumb? I can never get anything right. My parents think I look good in everything, they think I'm so beautiful, this liars... they probably think I'm an ugly bitch just like Maggie does!'

'Like, your my mother and I look just like you, of course you'd think I'm pretty.'

'Why can't I be like Sasha? She lead an entire frog AND TOAD army. Her hair remained so tame and beautiful even after all the fighting she did, meanwhile mine gets messy at every movement I make. And Marcy.... She's skinny, with skinny arms and legs just like me. This might sound a little perverted that I'm thinking about someone's body but it isn't. She has the exact body type as me and she looks beautiful, why don't I look like her? I'm only 13, I don't expect to look like a model with a perfect body, I'm not even finished growing so it's hard to be angry at that. My parents were right, I should have stayed away from the internet. I hate wanting to fit in with people that don't give a shit about me, people just walk all over me. Their the reason I never loved myself. People should lower their beauty standards and stop expecting everyone to look like damn dolls.'