Reflections

[17 January,2015]⚠️

Ages:Chan-19 years old
          :Seungmin-16 years old
          :Jisung-15 years old

Jisung cried waddling towards Seungmin."What's wrong?".Seung asked doing hand signs."Channie hyung,he is on the fwoor,he bweeding alots".Jisung said and Seungmin looked at him."Is it little Ji,that's out?".He asked and the younger boy nodded his crying."Okay stay here".He said before tucking the younger boy into the bed.

Seungmin closed the door before he ran towards the bathroom,he had to stay calm infront of Jisung,messaging Minho as he opened the door.

He saw Chan on the floor,his wrist and hands bloody,he was crying too."Chan,come on you need to go to a hospital".The boy said as he cleaned the boy's forearm,Chan sniffed,he pulled the boy."Why don't you kiss me anymore Seungmin,like that night we slept over by Minho's house?".Chan asked and Seungmin felt his eyes swell with tears.

He pushed away from Chan."I'm so afraid of losing you Seungmin,I love you so much and yet you don't see it.You just fucking don't!"He shouted as Seungmin felt a tear roll down his cheek.

"I've always loved you,I want to be the comfort you need,I want to kiss you take you out of dates,I want to be your boyfriend".Chan said as he held Seungmin's face."I'm nothing but a broken puzzle piece with out you".Chan said and Seungmin cried.

Chan pulled the boy crying into his chest.He cried so much,he fainted.Seungmin sighed,wiping his eyes before he stood up,he picked up Chan,walking towards the boy's bedroom.

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Chan woke up,feeling someone holding him.He groaned,looking at his arm and hands.He turned to looked at his night stand,seeing food and a drink,along with a note.

Eat and drink,you lost alot of blood,
don't remove the bandages,I'll clean
you properly when you wake up,we can
also speak properly.

-Seungmin

He sighed,removing Seungmin's arms,he sat up slowly,making sure not to make a lot of movement,he started eating,hoping to gain some energy.

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He was busy on his phone,messaging Minho who said that he came and took Jisung out for some ice-cream.He felt the bed move,seeing Seungmin move closer to him.

He noticed that the boy had fallen asleep with his hearing aids on,he knew how much trouble it could cause so he switched them off,before he took it out of the boy's ear.he turned the boy on his other side,doing the same thing like the other side.

He placed them on his night stand,he sighed laying back down,he pulled Seungmin closer,playing with the boy's hair.

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Seungmin eventually woke up,his eyes fluttering open as he saw Chan staring at him,he smiled."Hi".He said and Chan smiled."I think I bled through the bandages".He said and Seungmin nodded his head,slowly getting up.

"Where my hearing aids?".He asked and Chan passed them to Seungmin,watching as he walked towards out of the room.

He came back with the first aid kit,telling Chan to sit up,he opened the box,taking bandages and some anti-infection.