THe LoVe TraP (Completed)

Afterall a Devil's Human too..

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Kashish Pov:

I watched the sun rising from its slumber to again prevail light on this world.. Oh how sick I get of this sun..

      Honestly I only want that serene and calm nights back in my past where I would snuggle close to my teddy and here my brother singing lullaby for me..

       Is that possible again.. No!!!

How fast life changes this second you are all joyful the next you would be all sad who knows..

Good Lord... Why am I thinking Shit.. I should think about Bondita.. Rudh had gave me the heartbroken information and had said to meet him at my house at morning..

But I couldn't sleep now.. The distress in Rudh's voice and those fucking nightmares couldn't let me sleep anymore..

So here I am crying for God knows what..

Well I am human too.. I don't blame this salty water to come out of my eyes..

Hearing the sound of my House's door opening I immediately wiped my eyes and looked at Rudh who was looking drained out..

His hairs and clothes all disheveled and he was breathing hard..

I followed him through my eyes as he walked and sat beside me..

"Ever heard of knocking.. This is a girl's house Rudh??? " I spoke hitting him on his arm

"Why were you awake..?? " He asked me totally ignoring my question

"I couldn't sleep... " I mumbled staring ahead

"Why are you not taking your medicines?? " He asked me again clenching his jaw

He should stop now.. Why is he even playing this question-answer game

"Answer me Kashish.. " Anirudh growled holding my arm tightly

"They got over.. " I hissed as I tried to remove his grip from my arm

"You should have buy them or asked me to buy them.. " Anirudh yelled pushing me

"Don't you dare.. Don't you dare to shout at me again Anirudh.. You have no right to order me around.. And I am not buying those medicines ever again..I AM NOT SICK..I AM NOT MENTAL..." I yelled furiously as my eyes started to turn glassy

"Don't.. Don't you dare cry now.. " Anirudh yelled punching the floor beneath him

I sobbed, I don't know what's wrong with me today..And this made me cry even more..

"Please Don't cry Kashish.. I can't anymore please.. I can't see you crying too.. You are strong.. Please.. I am feeling more helpless today.. First I had to see Pihu crying.. Then Bondita.. Now you too..please.." Anirudh spoke  sounding defeated

I tried to act strong and stop crying for Rudh, But I couldn't help it seeing Rudh like this brought the memories back of my brother that one person who was my moon, sun, star, my world..

   The last time I had seen him he was just like this defeated, heartbroken and vulnerable..

Can I ever forget my brother??.. Never!!

But Rudh, he is my brother too and he needs me now.. Stop Crying Kashish you should act strong for him..

"I am sorry Rudh.. " I mumbled wiping my tears

"You don't have to.. " Anirudh spoke giving me a small smile

Now he is making me feel guilty..

"You are not mental Kashish.. Never ever think like that.. You are a special person if not for me but atleast for your Pihu you are.. She looks up to you, with so much awe.. I sometimes wonder if my sister is in love with you.." Anirudh spoke and joked at last making me roll my eyes and laugh