Kie's POV:
JJ and I were having a baby boy. We were both so excited. We grabbed our phones and went inside the cabin. We sat on the couch and we couldn't stop talking about baby names and our little boy's future.
"J, what are you thinking about?" I asked as he got quiet
"How destructive this mini-me might be. What if he turns out like me?" JJ asked concerned
"If our son turns out like you, it would make me the proudest mom ever" I said and JJ looked even more confused
"You want our son to be like me? You want him getting in fights, smoking weed, getting drunk all the time, fucking so many random girls he loses count, and getting a girl pregnant that he isn't married to when the girl is engaged to another guy?"
"We both know that the fights, the weed, the beers, the girls its part of your trauma from your dad. Our son won't grow up with an abusive drunk for a father. And if he got a girl pregnant who he wasn't married to, I wouldn't care as long as he loved the girl and was there for the baby"
"What if I fuck him up and I'm not a good dad?" He asked
"You are already the best dad. You take care of me when I have morning sickness, you calm him down when he won't stop kicking, you worry about him and you're always there. You're the best dad now and you will be when he's born"
JJ hugged me and we talked for a few more minutes before we headed back home. I dropped him off at home and I went to talk to Cole. He apologized and said he would be happy no matter what. We made up and we rescheduled the gender reveal for a few days.
The next night, I was at the chateau and JJ was there and he was in a mood. I walked over to him and asked, "What's wrong?"
"Kie, the more I think about it. The more pissed off I get. We share these special, incredible, intimate moments together and no one can know. I want to be there for everything from the second you took the pregnancy test until my last breath. I want to take care of you when you have morning sickness, I want to be able to fall asleep with my hand on your stomach to keep our son from keeping you all night. I want to go to every appointment and be the one who is with you in the delivery room. I want to be there alone with you when our son is born"
"I know you do, J.... I love that so much but it's just complicated" I said and we got into a huge argument
It ended with JJ saying this, "You're fucking embarrassed that I'm the father. I get it, Kie. You could have just told me. I'm a disappointment to everyone else so might as well be a disappointment to my son as well"
JJ stormed off and I started crying. His words broke my heart. I hated how he thought about himself and how he thinks others view him. I turned around and I said, "Jayge"
"Please, listen to me" I said and JJ turned around and I hugged him
"Please promise me that you won't do anything stupid..."
"I promise" He said looking at me with tears in his eyes
"Your dad, Luke was the drunk driver who hit me. My parents are suing him and I have a case for your child abuse. They are gathering information now and then there will be a trial or ruling or whatever. This could put your dad in a federal prison for years. He'll never touch you again and he won't ever have the chance to hurt his grandson."
JJ balled his fists up. He was breathing heavier. He looked like he was going to explode. He just grabbed me and hugged me.
"I want to go punch him right now. I want to get in a fight. I need to feel something so please just hold me..." He said embracing me tighter
"I fucking hate him for almost killing our baby but thank you, Kie...."
"The only problem is that once people know the baby is yours, I don't want my parents or the court attacking you for money or something Luke has to do"
"I will fight them and I'm on your side. I'm fighting for you and our son"
JJ and I calmed down and I told him we'd tell my parents in a few days. We went back to the fire and we re-joined the conversation like nothing happened.
"Hey, so I've got to tell you guys something about the baby. It needs to be kept a secret from everyone including Cole and my parents"
Everyone promised to not say anything. They all were anxiously waiting and everyone thought it was the gender I was going to reveal.
"So first of all, please don't judge" I said nervous and everyone looked concerned
"The baby isn't Coles's... I'm pregnant with JJ's baby" I said and everyone's mouths dropped
"Cheese on breaddd" Cleo sang
JJ had the biggest smile on his face and I told them everything. They all understood and were super excited for a pogue baby. Pope was pretty quiet and JJ asked, "You okay, man?"
"Yeah, just honestly can't believe you and Kie" He said
"She isn't a slut if that's what you're implying" JJ said defending me
"Not at all. It's none of my business... It just all makes sense.... I'm truly happy for you guys it just sounds messy"
"Are you two together?" Sarah asked
"No, I love Cole and we are telling them tomorrow"
No one would shut up about the baby and JJ hugged me and thanked me. Now, we had to tell Cole and my parents tomorrow. They were the ones we were both terrified to tell.
i know everyone wanted a girl but i got this really cute idea coming for a boy.... i'm sorry!!! i promise you'll be happy by the end of the book 💕
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Five Years Later • JIARA •
FanfictionJJ and Kie took off on their surf trip for the summer before Kie goes to college. It's been five years since JJ has seen or talked to Kie. What happens when Kie comes home to OBX five years later?
