Our little secret

45

mentions of suicide!!- Ill put an indicator before the paragraph and after!

It's now morning, we go back to school on the second meaning I have four days, I really don't want to go back to dealing with everyone. The campus is practically empty, only a couple kids other than my friends are left, everyone else no doubt enjoying their time away from the boarding school they spend more time at then their own homes in whatever country they may live in.

It's almost new years so I guess I could look up to that although that means i'm closer to my birthday, closer to the agreement my father had set, it is still two years away so maybe it will grow on me?

After my mother called me yesterday i've done everything in my power to forget about it, when it comes to them that never seems to be something I am able of. Why does he want to talk to me? He's never cared enough in the past to.

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He simply wouldn't, not after Nico killed himself. He blamed me for it, that seems to be a theme in my life, I always get blamed for something, even if it's my fathers fault, his pride won't allow him to accept that he does anything wrong, simply blaming it on the little girl I was.

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With an internal groan and slight cursing under my breathe I get out of my warm bed, lazily pulling the covers over the sheets in an attempt to make the bed with minimal effort.

I change into black sweatpants with the nike symbol on the left leg, putting on a cropped purple tank top with thick straps.

"Sky! We're going come on!" I hear an extraordinarily impatient Scarlett, no doubt the boys aren't even awake yet.

Sliding my feet over to my shoes I push the white converse onto my feet, struggling to get them all the way on I question why exactly I chose to wear these this early in the morning. Well, it's not actually that early, it's 9:24, which is very much not what I would like to consider sleeping in seeing as I was awake until one in the morning thinking about my parents despite the fact they don't deserve my time.

Finally achieving the task of putting on the white shoes I grab my phone, pulling open the door and finding Scarlett, Aiyana, and Cody leaning against either wall in the hallway talking, "Where's Angel and Ace?"

"I woke Chase up like two minutes ago so he'll be out in like a couple seconds" Cody nods towards the brunette's door as he says ace's name earning a nod form me in understanding.

"And Angel?" I look towards Aiyana although she's probably the least likely to know even though they are related.

"He just went into my room to grab my phone for me" Scarlett smiles ignoring the annoyed look evident on Aiyana's face.

"You could've gotten it yourself" Angels sister pushes her best friend making her step to the side to balance herself once more.

"Girl, you watched him pick my dumbass ass up and put me next to you, telling me I am not allowed to" Scarlett scolds the annoyed girl, pushing her lightly as she resides back to her spot on the wall

"Whatever" she whispers playfully, barely audible for any of us to hear seeing as the sound of a door unlocking drowns out her quiet voice.

We all turn our attention to the sudden noise watching Angel walk out, Scarletts red phone in his hand. I watch as he hands her the phone, a content smile placed comfortably on his face.