Chapter 4 - Pain

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Felix's pov:

It was 6:30 am when I was sitting on my bed scrolling through my phone.

"Ahh fuck" a groan that's deeper then my voice can go was suddenly heard. I look in the direction that it came from and saw a groggy [M/N] just being able to sit up as he stretched his right shoulder. I was shocked, how could his voice be that deep?

"Sleep worng?" I asked still in shock.

"Yeah I guess so" he responded, his voice raspy.

"So what are we doing today?" he said still trying to stretch his shoulder.

"We only have dance practice today which means we'll most definitely be doing it all day" I said rolling my eyes. I love to dance but dancing all day is very tiring.

"Oh" is all [M/N] said before he stood up from his bed. He took 2 steps before he face planted onto the floor.

"Fucking hell" [M/N] mumbled.

"Oh my gosh! Are you okay?" I asked as I rushed over to him so I could help him stand.

"Yeah I'm fine. You don't need to help me hyung." [M/N] said dismissing my words.

"No let me help you up!" I persisted. [M/N] ignored me as he stood up groaning in the process.

"Piece of shit" he mumbled. I was staring at [M/N] I noticed his cheast looked weird.

"Hey hyung I'm going to shower" [M/N] said as he limped towards his wardrobe, grabbing some clothes and then making his way to the bathroom.

[M/N]'s pov:

Before I left mine and Felix's bedroom, he asked me what was up with my cheast. I froze. Shit I forgot I wasn't wearing any tape or my binder.

"U-Uh nothings wrong with it, so don't worry hyung" I said and ran to the bathroom.

I stepped out of the shower not feeling any pain at all. I love this feeling, no pain at all. I saw my reflection in the mirror. I stood there looking at myself. I looked at my cheast wishing it wasn't there. I thought it wasn't noticeable, guess I was wrong. My eyes travel further down my body, they land on my lower waist. It's flat, I wish it wasn't. I wish you can see something when I wear tight fitting pants but no, nothing, nothing at all. It doesn't even hurt when I get kicked there. My eyes traveled back up to my face. I notice my hair is getting long. It's just passed my shoulders. I got dressed, having my binder and some tape on, flattening my cheast. Much better. Now let's look for some scissors.

I left the bathroom in search for some scissors. I went back to mine and Felix's room. I searched through my wardrobe and bed side table before moving on to Felix's. When I couldn't find any I moved onto the kitchen. Once I arrived I began searching not noticing someone else was also there.

"What are you looking for?" I.N asked scaring me in the process.

"Scissors, I need to cut some paper." I replied not sparing a glance, not wanting to give away that I was lying.

"Hyunjin hyung might have some." I glance  at him.

"He does?... Thank you I'll go ask him" with that I ran off to find Hyunjin.

I found him sitting on the couch. I walked over to him.

"Hyung do you perhaps have some scissors that I could borrow?" I said looking him in the eyes.

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