Requested by: c94515290 <33
⚠️Self harm⚠️
Please Don't read this chapter if your either recovering from sh or easily triggered.
Lots of love, D
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You open your front door and kick off your Prada heels. You've found a nice job in the city and are finally able to afford a house. Your boyfriend Matt {5 and a half years together} has moved in not too long ago, he has a habit of ignoring the dirty dishes and you're too tired to clean everything.
"Matt!?" you yell searching for him. You walk up the stairs and almost trip over the loose red carpet. "definitely need to fix that" you sigh and walk down the hall to your shared bedroom. "Matt where are you?" you're a little worried now.
Normally he would respond with 'i'm here babe/love' you know about his struggles and his anxiety and always make sure to hide sharp things. You hear something falling further down the long hall and sprint over. You discover the sound came from the bathroom.
"Matt? Are you in there?" you hear shuffling and 2 minutes later the Bath room door opens. "y/n?" you respond with a whispered 'yes'. He let's you in and shows you his arms. His hand are starting to shake and he begins to sob uncontrollable. "it's okay, I'm not mad. Shhh it's okay" you pull him in for a hug and hold him tight.
You sway from side to side trying to calm him down. "you're going to be alright. Do you wanna talk about it?" he shakes his head sniffing. "that's fine" you wait patiently till he let's go off you looking you in the eyes. "I love you" you whisper grabbing his arm gently. You turn on the shower and help him undress. "I love you too" he says still sniffling.
You hand him his lavender smelling body wash and continue helping him clean his arms. He's beautiful, you don't care about his scars or imperfections. He's perfect. "thank you" he says
"you don't need to thank me Matt, I'm your girlfriend and I love you.I am gonna help you trough it. Step by step" you say looking in his beautiful ocean eyes. A few tears roll down his face but you're quick to wipe them away.
After the emotional shower you help him bandage his arms. You kis his arms better which makes Matt laugh. You truly love the sound of his laugh.
You go to your shared room and grab him a towel and some clothes. He changes into them {Grey sweatpants and a matching Grey hoodie} and you come up with the brilliant idea to watch a movie together. He chooses 'tangled' and sings along to almost all of the songs. You were impressed.
"'m tired babe, let's go to bed" he yawns and lifts you up, only to end up wincing seconds later. You climb out of his hold and check the bandages. "didn't think about that huh?" he lazily grins shaking his head.
When you reach the top of the stairs you're picked up again. "Matt-" he shushes you and slings you over his shoulder. He carries you to the king sized bed in the middle of the bedroom and carefully drops you. He gives you a kiss in your neck and Lays down next to you. "do you ever think about marriage?"
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Don't know if this is cringe or cute.
If you're thinking about harming yourself or if you're in a bad state of mind, please inform somebody you trust abou it. I know it's hard, but you'll get trough this.
Lots of love, D
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