is there a second chance? // dnf

promise

Clay POV

"stop that!" George says as he hits my hand
"I am thirsty!" i say as i try to grab the bottle of water again.

"you just took your medicine! you aren't allowed to drink now." he takes the bottle away and puts it behind his back.

"George!"

"nope." he smirks.

I quickly get up and try to take the bottle, but he leans himself back. I throw my hand around his back and grab the water bottle.

"dream no!" he shouts as he tries to take the water bottle, but i put my arm up. I open the bottle and try to let the water fall right into my mouth.

but George covers my mouth. "dogrde-" i try to talk, but he just leaves his hand there and takes the bottle away.

"dude!" i say as soon as he removes his hand "no." George puts the bottle away. "I am thirsty!!"

"i don't care!!"

I turn my back to him. "yeah, move away. I wanna lay down." George says as he lays himself down next to me.

I had to take some medicine, so it won't hurt when i've the need of heroin. The thing is that i'm not allowed to drink or eat for an hour.

The doctor told me that I've to see an therapist, so he could help me. He also said that I've to get the money for that or let nick pay.

but i can't take the money from nick. I promised myself and drista to not take any money from other people until the age of twenty five.

we made the promise when i was third ten and she six. drista always was a smart child, she knew what was going on in our lives.

"Dream?" i hear George "yeah?" I turn around.
"are you going to get clean now?" he asks, "for real clean."

I stay quiet and look away.

"Of course i will.."

"you always say that, but never do." he says "George don't annoy me with that right now." i turn away from him.

"when then? when am i supposed to ask you about that? when you are dead?" he says
but i stay quiet.

"you know i'll get clean-" George cuts me off "no you won't." he says, "you've been saying that for ages now."

"i know. It's not that easy as you think it is." i tell him "of course it's not, but you aren't accepting any help."

"i saw how you felt." he says, "i saw everything and you know that. But you never accepted any help. you always wanted to do that alone." he says and it stays quiet.

"I've to go to work now. I'll come right after the work, sleep." he says and walks out of the door.
I sigh and look over to the door.

Then i pull my phone out to call nick. It rings a few minutes, but nick picks up.

"Hello, how are you?" he asks "i'm good. could you do me a favour?" i ask "yeah, sure." he says.

"could you bring me-" he talks right into my voice "i won't bring you any drugs." he says.
"that's not what i was about to ask."

"i wanted to ask if you could bring me uno over?"
"oh, yeah of course. I'll be around 1pm there." he says.

"thanks man."

"no problem."

he hangs up.

a nurse comes in to check my heart beating.
"How long do i have to stay here?" i ask "a few more days." she tells me.