The Cold Billionaire [ Bang Chan FF]

Chapter 14

Bang Chan's Pov:
The morning sun covered my face as I slowly opened my eyes, drips attached to my hand is all I see when I look at them and I can't speak a single word, looks like the sun ain't bright enough but then I look at the girl, sleeping on the couch beside me with a soft blue blanket on her.

She looks like she's in deep sleep right now. I wonder what she went through when I wasn't here. I thought she's the fragile girl that I would protect but looks like she's the strongest soldier on my side.

I slowly got up and tried to stand but my legs fell weak and I fell back to bed, obviously that woke y/n up. She looked at me, confused? I don't know but she ran upto me and placed my arm around her shoulder and the her arm was supporting me.

"Chan, you could've woke me up, let me help you." She did, she helped, from brushing my teeth from eating my breakfast she helped me with every thing.

"Chan" she said, she doesn't know this but I'm glad she doesn't call me Chris or Christopher anymore, I love hearing Chan. Chan Chan Chan say it more.

"Chan, I'll be back early today and also..." she was packing her stuff before leaving for office and gave me a list of kdramas I could watch while she's gone. She cares too much. She'll get tired. I know I can't speak but this girl speaks so much that I feel like she's speaking on my behalf too.

She keeps on talking about what she did and what she'll be doing at office. She took care of everything I was taking care of at the office like a boss. She's been fighting for days now. She's smiling in front of me but I know she's breaking too.

I quietly ring her phone. Her phone rings. She's looking at it, then she looks at me.

"Do you need somebody?" She said in the sweetest voice. I shake my head in a no.

"Oh, was I talking too much? You want me keep it down?" She says with a hint of sadness in her voice. I again shake my head in a no.

"Then?" She says. I've never done this and I've never been a person who shows concern with touch, but I want to hug her so my arms automatically open up indicating I need a hug.

She stands there confused. I again signal a hug. She was still confused but went ahead and hugged me. I was still sitting on the bed and she sat near me giving me the warmest hug.

"Are you okay Chan?" She asked relaxing into my embrace.
I nodded.
"You needed a hug?"
I nodded again, tightening my grip.

I started rubbing her back and swinging left and right slowly telling her to relax. I think she got the idea of what I was doing because she stopped asking me questions and placed her head on my shoulder.

She needed this hug. I know she did.
She broke the hug and looked at me. Her eyes, welled up and red. She cried.
I took a piece of paper and wrote.
"I know it's tough but you're my strong girl right?" And gave her.

She nodded. She nodded with tears and a big smile. She hides too much behind that smile. I wiped her tears away with my thumb.

"Have a nice day at work. Don't over work." I wrote on the page again.
She smiled.
"Thank you Chan" she said with a smile. Her smile was genuine.

It's five hours later now. Y/n went to work and I was sitting near the window of my hospital room. Dad visited me and then I started watching one of those kdramas Y/n recommended me.

8:00p.m. and y/n's still at work. What do people do when they're bored? I almost finished the kdrama when Netflix asked you still here? Felt guilty and closed it.

I was sitting on the bed waiting for y/n when I realised that it's been days, weeks and maybe months since y/n has interacted with me and maybe that's the reason she's always talking to me when she's around. She told me everything that happened while I was in coma.

But also I realised that how for me it was just yesterday when I was about to propose y/n telling her how I've always loved her but it's been weeks for her since they day I've wanted to confess. Maybe she saw the flowers, maybe she saw the necklace when I met the accident or maybe everything got lost.

When I was deep in my thoughts, the door opened and I saw y/n entering the room with a laptop bag in her hand. She gave me the biggest smile but she looked tired.

"Good evening Chan" she said putting the stuff away. I nodded.

She sat on the chair near my bed and gave me a box full of donuts. I looked at her in confusion.

"The doctor said you can finally go home and tomorrow that's the weekend, we're are finally going home." The gave me the brightest smile but her eyes were welling up, I could see it.

I took one of the donuts with a smile.
She talked about how her day was and what all she did. Everything, I heard everything but all I wanna do was shout out how much I loved her but I don't wanna do it by writting it on a page, no, I wanna hold her in my arms and her tell how beautiful she is and kiss her softly, telling her she's the love of my life.

Time passed and she looked sleepy working on the screen. She looked at me,
"Chan you should be sleeping, it's late"
Me? Sleep? This girl forgot I have insomnia? Maybe I never told her.

But she should sleep, she looks tired and needed her but that couch didn't look very comfortable so I moved a little on the side of bed tapping on the empty space, signalling y/n to sleep with me if she wants to obviously.

She stood, confused again.
"You want me to sit there?" She asked walking up to me. I shook my head in a no, I don't want her to sit, I want her to sleep, rest.

"Then?" She almost reached my bed.
I took a paper and wrote, sleep.

"Are you sure about that?" She asked.
I wrote the couch looks uncomfortable so she can use the space here but she looked a little disappointed when I told her the reason, maybe i said something wrong.

She was laying beside me, my heart racing, I slowly placed my arm under her head, i was making bold moves today.
She looked at me with stars in her eyes.

"Good night Chan" she said but it looked like she had more to say, I wanted her to say more. I wanted her to say show much she loves me and how much I love her.

She fell asleep in no time. She was really tired. She snuggled into me as soon as she went to sleep. God why I am getting nervous.

My whole face was red right now and my heart beating so fast but I took the courage and wrapped by other arm around her, now facing her.

She looks beautiful. Words can't describe how ethereal she looks. I was about to close my eyes something around shone around her neck under the lamp light.

I careful moved her shirt's fabric to the side and noticed she was wearing the necklace. SHE'S WEARING THE NECKLACE. The necklace that I was going to propose her with, it's the same necklace I had in that heart printed box. The necklace was a small heart, the heart was designed as minimal as possible because she loved minimalism when it came to jewellery.

I was so happy, I hugged her tightly and closed my eyes, with the same thought running on my mind.

SHE WORE THE NECKLACE.