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Warning!! Chapter may contain consensual but rough sexual play, sexual submission, oral sex and extreme BDSM, sexual and physical violence.

Chapter contains elements of toxic relationships!

Please do not read if you have a problem with anything above.

--- Chase's Point of View ---

He leaned down to kiss me and I pulled myself away, I wasn't sure why, I had just initiated this kiss, he smelled wonderful and familiar, and regardless of everything, I would always be irrevocably attracted to him, and want him.

It was a fucking inevitability and I knew that, and it was punishing to say the least, I wanted this Bucky and I was still mourning James.

"What is it? Did I do something wrong."

"No..."

I stepped back and moved to look at my children, who were now both asleep, they were such easy kids, was it supposed to be this easy?

"No, you have done nothing wrong, nothing at all, it's me Bucky, I'm a fucking monster, how can you stand to be with me...what if the kids are not yours?" I wasn't sure where that had come from, I was feeling vulnerable and scared.

He let out a sigh and walked forward, standing beside me and looking down at the crib, he leaned over and gently took his finger and rubbed it against the twins cheeks.

"You make beautiful babies, thank you for then. And to be quite frank I don't care, if it was my body or his that made them or his, I am going to take care of them, they are my blood regardless, they are also yours, and that counts for something."

"Do you think our relationship is to messy?"

He turned me to face him, he gave me a serious look.

"Yes, this is messy, and I'm not sure if we are going to work out, I have a feeling the fight for the two of us is not over, but I want you..."

"I want you to, you have no idea how much I want to be with you again..."

"But you don't want to."

"I...I know being a super solider I heal faster than most, but, I still feel a bit uneasy and a little strange after giving birth..." I felt myself start to cry, he put his hands on either side of my face, pulling me forward and kissing me.

The kiss was perfect, slow and gentile, kissing him might not be as wild, feral and passionate as kissing James, but I knew that there was a deeper love between Bucky and I, his tongue pressed into my mouth and I wrapped my arms around him.

He laughed and pushed me away.

"Okay, this is going to take self control, I am going to cuddle you all night, and let you know that I am here."

"Thank you..."

"I have missed you so much..." He pulled me against him again and kissed me roughly, his hand going down and grabbing my ass, making me whimper at his display of dominance, I ran my hair through his short hair – this was Bucky, not James, and I felt somewhat safer with Bucky.

--- Loki's Point of View ---

{Skaneateles, New York - 1990}

"You had no right to take her from me, she picked me over him."

"I didn't force her, I just used logic."

"I know you are lying Loki, why couldn't you leave us alone."

"Because you are not meant to be with her."

"How can you say that you and I both know that the timeline has been completely rewritten, and that we could make our own world."

"I should have destroyed your timeline when she first came to 1942...that was my fault, you have a right to hate me, because I'm the cause of your pain – but don't punish Bucky or her."

He stepped forward, his face a mask of fury, I wasn't scared of him, I was a god still.

"Then kill me now, you will be doing me a favor."

"I can't interfere, and you don't want to die."

"Then I will go after her again."

"You shouldn't, I am pleading, I have seen so many timelines and so many nexus events, for her to be happy and alive, for the kids to be happy and alive, Bucky will love and take care of her."

He shook his head and turned from me, with a sigh I opened a door and left, not sure if my words had any effect on him.   

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