Family

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Warning!! Chapter may contain consensual but rough sexual play, sexual submission, oral sex and extreme BDSM, sexual and physical violence.

Chapter contains elements of toxic relationships - so trigger warning for that.

Please do not read if you have a problem with anything above.

--- Chase's Point of View ---

The dream came unusually strong and unsettled, looking around I saw that I was back at the house with James, I found myself walking out onto the balcony.

I put my hand on his arm and rubbed up and down.

"How could you leave me again."

"This wasn't my timeline James, you and I both know that I didn't belong."

He turned to face me, the sky was an eerie purple like it was at night, the light coming off of his eyes made them look almost illuminated from the inside.

"I am not giving up on you."

"You really should."

"Have you ever really been in love Chase?"

That question shocked me to my core, he didn't say it with any venom of callousness, but he did say it with curiosity and genuine wonder.

"Yes."

"Me or him."

"That is not a fair question."

"Yes it is, what you did to both Bucky and I was not fair, when you came back in time you should have just left well enough alone."

He was right, I knew that he was fucking right, and I hated it.

"I love you both, and that I what made it so hard to leave you."

I miss you more than you know my love.

He reached out and pulled me to him, I saw no reason to resist and I let him pull me into his arms, I buried my face into his chest, I inhaled.

Something I never really thought to much about was how different he two of them smelled from one another, it wasn't a bad thing, just different, James smelled like ivory soap and Bucky smelled like a pine aftershave.

My eyes flew open.

"You don't smell in dreams."

James let out what had to be one of the deepest most resonating laughs that had ever come from him.

"How very astute of you my love, and you are right, you can't."

I woke up again with a start, sitting up in bed and breathing hard, I could feel Bucky sleeping next to me, the thing that I wanted to see was my children, getting out of bed I walked over to the crib and looked down at them.

I ran my finger down my sons cheeks, she fussed a little and moved.

I gasped when I felt Bucky wrap his arms around my waist and pulled me hard against his chest, leaning down and kissing my shoulder.

"Baby are you alright, fuck, you are sweating, are you alright?"

I took a deep breath just allowing myself to feel safe and secure with him.

"No, I had a nightmare."

But was it a nightmare, as I had said to James – you normally can't smell in dreams, what the hell was going on, normally I would call for Loki but I didn't want to deal with him at the moment.

"This feels right, thank you again for them, them are so beautiful...come back to bed, I have no missions coming up and you need time to recover, stop stressing it and let's just be a family for a while." 

Ready to Comply ♡--- BDSM Bucky BarnesWhere stories live. Discover now