Ready to Comply ♡--- BDSM Bucky Barnes

Guardian

Warning!! Chapter may contain consensual but rough sexual play, sexual submission, oral sex and extreme BDSM, sexual and physical violence. The chapter contains elements of toxic relationships and cheating – lot's of red flags, so trigger warning for that. Please do not read if you have a problem with anything above.

--- Chase's Point of View ---

I continued to look around at my environment, worried and feeling very protective of my babies.

I was clearly alone, I didn't see, or sense anyone else, the only thing that had piqued my interest was the smell – the smell of James.

Again I felt like I was a fucking monster, if only I had pulled away when I met James back in 1940 – instead of leading him on, as much as I tried to see it as another way, it all came down to this being my own fault, deep down I was the once who caused this.

I realized that I felt safe when Loki was with me, I always felt safe with him, I wanted to ask him what was going on – but maybe you didn't want to know.

I smiled at my children, touching their soft baby cheeks – they both stirred at my touch but didn't wake up, but there as a smile on their faces, I mused for a moment on that they might be dreaming.

"Little one, I wish grandfather could meet you – he would have loved to know that you are around, and I'm sorry things are difficult between me and your father. I'm sure he will come around."

Closing my eyes I breathed in deeply, suddenly I smelled the perfume again, it was unsettling, standing up I gently moved up and got the stroller, gently I picked up my babies, Steve was the one that woke up and started to fuss a little – I rubbed his belly humming soothingly to him, he yawned and fell back asleep.

I slowly walked back to the city, I was tired and the idea of being a single mother was starting to scare me deeply. I wasn't sure if I could do this alone, I knew financially would be alright, grandfather Steve left me more than enough to survive with my kids, but it was the emotional impact of it.

I had to figure out how to make things right.

--- Bucky's Point of View ---

I sat on the side of the aircraft, we had parked it in the middle of the desert, I was drinking water and missing my kids and Chase.

"I have something for you." Sam said, I looked at him a little bit confused, he gave me what looked like a small bottlecap, it was a large button.

"Press it and hold it out in front of you."

I did as he bid, a holographic picture came out of it, it was of Chase and me, holding our children, I felt the tears start to come to my eyes and I held them back.

"Thank you Sam."

"You're welcome I know you miss them."

"I hated leaving her."

I left the unspoken part about us breaking up...I still couldn't really relate or think to hard about it we were broken up.

"Again, you did the right thing."

"Yeah but I feel like I had abandoned them."

"You really haven't, you are still close and I know you are going to be there for the twins – that is the most important thing ...but you have to face the reality that the two of you might just be to toxic for one another – and that you shouldn't be together."

"I don't think that is true, we just need time apart – we can work through this." I really hoped we could, because I love her more than anything and I didn't want to stay apart from her for very long.

--- James's Point of View ---

I was watching them all from a distance, I couldn't believe that this other timeline me would EVER break up with Chase, it seemed so selfish, he – I, whatever, got her into this trouble, impregnated her.

She looked so sad with her children, I had caused so much damage and with what was going on with the TVA, I couldn't make a move until things have somewhat resolved, but why Bucky was neglecting her – I would be her constant guardian.