Uthando lwabaphansi.

chapter 17

Nkosenye's POV

After I saw nomzamo I just left to go to class many thoughts are clouding my mind
Why does nomzamo have the water mark in my dream ?

Is she the one ?
Those are all the questions that I have no answer to I need to confront her
I can't marry nomzamo I just can't she's my friends girls and mpumelelo is honestly so whipped about her I can't break them up like that

I wonder if she also gets the dreams like I do ,Gogo has once mentioned that she bares the pain that I feel sometimes and now I really need to find out

I arrive at my class and luckily first period is already over and it was English I'm sure Hutchinson didn't even mind as if 🙄
I take my seat at my desk and drift off to deep thoughts

Uggggghhhhh!!!!! Fuck this I really need to get this girl out of my head
The rest of my periods are spent wandering off to thoughts and writing notes even when I didn't understand anything

It's break already ...I sit in my desk I really don't feel like going out right now I know Ayanda and kwanele are going to come to my class once they realise I havent went to meet up with them

And speak of the devil and they shall appear my friends come into my class both turning heads of the girls in my class I swear it's like it's the first they are seeing them

They grab two chairs and sit next to my desk
Ayanda:"and then ?"

Kwanele:"you look off wassup ?"

Ayanda:"guys it's a fucked up story "

Kwanele:"well wanna share ?"

See these two maybe be goofy ,they may be players ,they may be rude and all but what I love about them is how we are always down for each other I love them so much but I can't share that I'm getting married to them and worse with nomzamo

She's not that bad but she's still going to be a disturbance between my friendship with mpumelelo

Me:"Nah I'm okay "

Ayanda:"you literally said it's a fucked up story "

Kwanele:"let's not push it ayarh"

Me:"okay "

Ayanda:"it better not be that you in love or the fact that they broke your heart "

I laugh at him

Me:"so that's the only thing that could be fucked up '

Ayanda:"we are also fucked up "

Me:"maybe just not like me "

Kwanele:"if you say so ........we need to go to the library this Saturday"

Me:"oh yeah konje I totally forgot for what again?"

Ayanda:"l.o project "

Me:"which library are we going to ?"

Kwanele:"Montclair"

Ayanda:"we want somewhere far away "

Me:"Montclair ain't that far "

Ayanda:"still not that close to umhlanga "

Me:"okay "

I glance at the door

Me:"here comes your sneaky link ,Ayanda"

Ayanda:"which one ?"

Kwanele:"the one you failing to cut off "

He groans and stands up to go to her

We sit and watch as the girl starts tripping ohh and her name is lwandle they have been doing this for like 9 months already and my dude still hasn't caught any feelings