Uthando lwabaphansi.

chapter 56

Amanda's POV

I wake up ,make the bed and try tidying my room it's been ages since I cleaned it myself I guess I'm in another mood today kyacaca
A knock from the door disturbs me from my mini clean session

I wear my slippers and open the door it's dudu the house help

Dudu:"sawbona "

Me:"hey mam dudu "

She really is a kind lady ,I prefer her than the other helpers they are too damn nosy

Dudu:"yebo ngane yam umama wakho uyakucela ezansi "

My ma is so dramatic I mean why send the poor lady all the way up the stairs when she could have just shouted from downstairs like she always does

I thank mam dudu then head downstairs to hear what my mom has to say I know we just going to talk about Nomzamo 'the chosen one '

I roll my eyes at the thought and take a seat on the sofa opposite ma she's still in her gown

Me:"hey ma"

Ma:"morning"

I just chuckle at her she's dramatic kakhulu

Ma:"kuhambe kanjani izolo ?"

Me:"angazi yaz ,ayikho into ephathekayo nje enginayo "

Ma:"siyahamba iskhathi angazi noma ufuna ukufa yini "

Exact same line she uses at me when things don't go my way I'm not evil hearted like her I just want to live longer and honestly just make something of myself but I can't because I'm cursed and it's all because if my dead grandmother
Who by the way I officially hate !!!

Me:"cha ma "

Ma:"ngyakthanda Amanda but don't you dare be selfish yezwa akusizi ukuba nenhliziyo ethambile uma usazofa "

Me:"ma ngyazi ngizofa ngyakwaz lokho kodwa angazi nomza uyena yini u Nkosenye"

Ma:"haaaa heee ungalinge wenze lezinto zakho thanda abafana kakhulu ugcina usukhohlwa "

Me:"hauuu kodwa maaa "

Ma:"impilo yakho le uyele lapha ukuyomushada makukuthi uyena haiiii ukuthi usuya catch a ama feelings lokho uzokubona ngendlela "

Me:"yebo "

I fiddle with my fingers on the couch she's really fishing it out to me and akadlali

Ma:"cela uhambe uyogeza namhle I siyaku makhosi khona uzogeza "

Me:"okay "

I stand up from the couch and head back up to my room honestly I know my mom she's this soft woman with a kind heart and I love her just like I know she loves me

All the things she did before she did because she wants to save my life and me being me I welcome it I don't want to die
But I just have to make my lock through people's tears

I only have a soft spot for only my mother other than that you don't want to mess with me sure the guilt may eat me up but only when I'm alone you don't want to mess with me

I plug my phone in the charger and start jamming to some gqom music dancing around in my room is the best part of my day cold or hot it's always the same mood for me I'm that type of person

I take a nice warm bath with some bath salts just so my body can actually heal and be fresh nothing happened but just to feel amazing I love these new salts I'm using

After the bath ,I lotion my body and decide to wear my black summer dress ,I pair it with my gladiators love these shoes and a doek since it's a ceremony mind you I have to wear black