Uthando lwabaphansi.

chapter 20

Luthando's POV

[ June ]

It's been 1 month and 3 weeks since Nkosenye and nomzamo coincidentally slipped into a coma

Not a day goes by without me praying or crying I'm a mess without nomzamo I really miss her so much
I remember all the memories we shared I feel like everyday goes tougher because it's the paler she becomes

Nomzamo is very beautiful but she looks so lifeless these days and it scares I always go to bed having said a small prayer that I at least wake up to news that she's still in the coma either than being told she's gone

My relationship with Asembo has been really dull mostly because if the whole nomzamo saga I have been so distant but he's been through it all with me well he has been giving me less attention and giving cheating vibes along with mpumelelo

Well mpumelelo seemed broken the first three weeks after finding out nomzamo was in a coma but after that he just became different nje he changed he dosent visit Nomzamo the way he used to but rather now it's only maybe once in every two weeks

He's always been a player and a fuckboy I guess he just couldn't wait for Nomzamo to at least gain conscious but it's a good thing maybe now she could get herself another guy I know how my friend loves mpumelelo but Ive kinda analysed him and I don't like what I've observed

The Uber parks at the hospital ,I pay the driver and go inside the hospital

Me:"hey Amanda"

Amanda is a very bubbly receptionist we have been really close

Amanda:"hey Lee another one is those days ?"

Me:"yep "

She says that because I'm carrying a physics textbook so she knows exam week is approaching and mind you my friend still hasn't woke up from the coma

I take my leave and head to her ward all those machines and drips connected to her really scare and just makes my heart bleed more

I place my things on the sofa and caress her cheeks and kiss her nomzamo has really thick cheeks but all that's gone because he's been in this come for almost two months without talking or eating

I always talk to her because the doctors mainly say she can sometimes hear me

Me:"hey lover it's me again ,come on nomzamo I miss you now it's okay you have punished me enough I miss talking to you laughing at our boyfriends ohh and when you wake up make a mental note to break up with lelo he ain't the one "

I laugh at myself at the last part I know nomzamo she is honestly going to dump his ass but that's a big IF she wakes up

Me:"I miss you calling me bunny u hate that word but right now I really miss being called it I miss wearing matching outfits with you right now it's only me and naledi and she's not that bad we have grown close but she is not you ,I miss gossiping with you about the nosies in your class you know those girls that love gossiping "

Man those girls really now how to ruin ones mood but I've gotten used to them they are just jealous of our friendship
I find myself laughing

Me:"lover I miss you ,I miss how we will always sit together when we got chances to rude together to school sit at the backseat and laugh at literally anything and talk about everything I miss how you always shout at me when I giggle because you say it's too girly heck I even miss how you lovemaking things I love ho you so free with me "

Nomzamo is a different person when she's around me that I know she knows me more than my family knows me

Me:"lover i even miss talking to you about Ayanda now who am I going to talk to about my crush on Ayanda yes I still love him if you must know I miss how you advice me nobody says the words you say my friend right now I have a physics test exam week is approaching and I need help and you are in a coma ease at least wake up and go back "