Uthando lwabaphansi.

chapter 90

Nomzamo's POV

The water flowing down is the first thing that I see I look around checking my surroundings today I'm not in a traditional outfit the skirts and the beads it's all gone

I have a crown on my head it's white with some beads my screptre is also white and its on my hands I'm wearing a white beautiful dress and my ankles have some beads around them

What's happening!?

??:"ufunani la ?"

I turn around and it's my great grandmother ,but she's not alone next to her is the Gogo with the child I'm just going to call her Gogo Ka nkosi because honestly it's facts they look alike

Me:"ngifunani la vele Gogo ngikuphi?"

Note:" g.g -great grandmother
Gogo just means nkosenye's grandmother

G.g:"nomzamo asikafika iskhathi sakho "

Me:"am I dead?"

Gogo:"cha you are stuck you have a very strong and powerful fighting spirit with you but there's also this part of you that's pained and hurt that just wants to die "

Me:"so manje ngyaphila kodwa ngishonile "

Guess what these two oldies just laugh at me

G.g:"cha mntanami,isinqumo sikuwena kodwa iksasa lakho lyaqhakaza isazo jabula "

Gogo:"ungavumeli izinhlungu zamanje zikudedele ulahle ithemba kwimpilo yakho "

Me:"but he dosent love me Gogo futhi sooner or later bengizoshona"

G.g:"nomzamo akuwena wokuqala wokubhekana nenkinga emshadweni khumbula ukuthi uyakuthanda "

A flashback comes to mind

Me:"gogo it's not him ....."

Gogo:"nazoke "

G.g:"it took you quite a long time to actually realise that "

Me:"so ingane akuyona eyakhe "

Gogo:"cha ingane eyako dlamini iyona sqalo esisha emlilweni zenu ungayizobdi ngenxa yezenzo Zika Nina"

Me:"why me gogo?"

G.g:"why not you nomzamo?"

Me:"I'm so confused "

Gogo:"sesphelile iskhathi sokucabanga ngenhliziyo vula ingqondo mntana wam yekela imizwa "

Me:"you just speak in riddles "

G.g:"I'm gonna be straight with you your future is bright but you have very little fighting spirit but I also do know that your hearts beats for that boy and right now he needs you you can't give up manje nomzamo senihambe kangaka ngyayazi ndlela akubuka ngayo nawe uyayazi sonke leskhathi deep down you know that wasn't him but you have been waiting for something to be triggered you needed prove "

Gogo:"and lokho yona into esiyithandayao ngawe uhlalile naye umzukulu wami "

See I was right nkosenye's grandmother it's not hard to tell

Them:"uyakudinga nomzamo"

Me:"gogo I made a decision,I'm going to fight "

??:"uyinkosana never bow down to anybody else,always keep your head up high no matter what happens"

I know that voice very well and I guess I needed to hear this

Gogo:"when you go out there love him flawed ,you have a kind heart do not hate my child let us take decisions love him as he is and accept him "