The Devil Who Wears My Eyes

09 : The Blind Eyes

Mabigat ang pakiramdam ko at para bang may kung anong nagpipigil sa buong katawan ko para makagalaw nang maayos. Naghihingal at hindi mapakali ang isip ko dahil sa ngayon ay hindi ko sigurado kung ano ang nangyayari.

"Why...are you so mad?"

Mabilis na kumabog ang dibdib ko nang marinig ko ang boses ni Leopold. I am already in q dream because I can feel his undeniably alluring presence. The same unexplainable pleasure by just being with his presence. Wala pa man siya sa harapan ko at tanging ang boses niya lang ang naririnig ko ay ibang-iba na agad ang pakiramdam ng aking sistema. Grabeng kiliti na agad ang lumalason sa isip ko.

"Why, Ariella?"

His voice is coming from where I first noticed him the first time, I met him. His painfully big and so unclear icon from where I am looking is here again. Leopold is back.

Hindi ko maipaliwanag kung anong klase ng pakiramdam ito. If I am happy, if I am excited, or just a hundred percent so horny upon hearing that voice, I do not know. It's maybe a good mix of all those emotions. I cannot even distract myself. Titig na titig lang ako sa bulto niya na hindi gumagalaw dahil iyon lamang ang kaya kong makita. Ang napakalabong bulto niya. Malamang ay tinititigan niya lang ako habang hinihintay siya.

"Your madness is making your lust stronger." I heard a little chuckle and not even a blink of an eye, I heard my shirt ripping. "This kind of intense fire, I'll be strong for a year or two."

I felt my upper body unclothed already. Mabilis na rin niyang nahubad ang bra ko habang ako ay nabibigla. That was uncalled for. Akala ko ay mamamalayan ko pa siyang maglalakad muna nang marahan papalapit sa akin ngunit maling-mali ako. How he got in front of me that fast, I don't think I will have other explanations than him being a demon of lust. Later, I felt his fingers running through my abdomen. Pigil na pigil ko ang sarili ko dahil iyon pa lamang ang ginagawa niya ay hinang-hina na ako. Hindi ko na agad maipaliwanag ang sarap sa pakiramdam. I held his hand and forbade me to touch me any longer.

"No." I said. That is when I heard the long silence. He never left but I am still grabbing his arm. "No,"

"How...can you control yourself?" I thought his voice is already cold before, but what I am hearing right now is colder. His question is surely intimidating. Kabadong-kabado na ako at kulang na lamang ay ang manginig ngunit nilakasan ko pa ang loob ko lalo. "Ariella, this...is impossible."

"You are a demon of lust."

"W-what? How did you..."

"I may be blind, but I am not stupid."

Katahimikan muli ang namayani. Naramdaman kong tinanggal niya ang pagkakahawak ko sa kamay niya. Seconds later, only his breathing is all that I can hear. I don't know where exactly he is in my room, but he is still inside. I know that. Maybe this blindness is a strength for the most parts. In exchange of my sight, I am not stupid nor anyone you can just fool around. A very good advantage. I can say that I am still blessed.

"What do you mean by me feeding you, Leopold?"

I heard another sigh. Instead of hearing the answer I expected, I felt his presence in front of me. Napakalapit, napakalamig. It is as if someone is only an inch away from my face. His breathing, they are...pretty.

"You aren't supposed to say no to me, Ariella."

"And you aren't supposed to rape me." I hissed. "Creatures like you feed into sleeping women's lust. You take advantage of us. Us who are strong yet weak on the most parts. You are vile creatures. I assume that my inner nature is what made it possible for you to come to me and fuck with me. Yes, that makes sense. For a blind woman, no one would expect that my lust is greater than what I look like."

I smiled. Tanging ang paghinga niya lang pa rin ang naririnig ko. The silence is just what I need. The silence is just what I am looking for. That silence confirmed that what I've been trying to put on with the puzzle pieces are really true. He is a lust demon, no doubt.

"What do you mean I am not supposed to say no to you?"

"It's...fuck."

"Did your tongue just...clicked?"

I do not know where he is now, but I heard that. Hindi ako pwedeng magkamali that his tounge clicked after that frustrated words he said. Sa tantiya ko ay marami siyang gustong sabihin ngunit dalawang salita lang ang kaniyang nasabi.

"No," he hissed. Muntik na akong matawa sa hindi ko malamang dahilan dahil pagkatapos niyang sumagot ay narinig ko na naman iyon. His annoyed tounge clicking. "No, Ariella. Am I... losing my strength because you can say no to me?"

"What?"

Hindi ko inaasahang bigla-bigla kong mararamdaman ang napakarahas na paghawak niya sa akin. Mahigpit at halos hindi ako makahinga.

"What are you...Ariella?"

I cannot answer for a minute because of it. Before his grab loosen, I gave him a smile and replied to him.

"A blind woman, Leopold. That is me." I chuckled. "A blind woman full of lust, you know that."

"Ariella," He hissed. Kasunod noon ay naramdaman ko ang pagkasira ng pajama ko at ang pagbuhat ni Leopold sa akin. Pagkatapos noon ay ibinagsak niya ako sa kama. Para niya akong pinaglalaruan.

Am I that light for him to carry this easy?

Hindi naman ako nagpatalo kahit alam kong hubad na ang buo kong katawan. I tried getting up and run away but all I got is him grabbing my waist from the back and pulling me to him. Ngayon ay nakakandong na ako sa kaniya. Matapos iyon ay kinagat niya ang tainga ko. He is also grabbing and touching my breasts and I could not help myself but to moan his name again. There must be some magic and poison on his voice. I cannot say no now just like I did a while ago.

"No is never an answer, Ariella. I'll fuck you harder than karma."