The Devil Who Wears My Eyes

21 : The Clear Dominance

I was so tired touching myself after so many minutes. I squirted so many times I almost wet my bed so bad. Naghihingal akong natigil at napapangiti pa. More likely, it's like a grossed-out realization.

Ariella, you're a dirty woman.

I smiled as tell that to myself. I did not know that I can do that much to me. The pleasure, it was on another level that I want more but my hands are so tired. I almost got upset but I did not. Instead of being disappointed after pleasuring myself, I threw myself to the bathroom and cleaned myself as much as I can. Medyo nanginginig at nanlalambot pa nga ang tuhod ko ngunit kinaya ko naman.

The water is always lukewarm. Always just my taste. It always put a smile on me. I feel it rain down on my body. This is refreshing as hell. Ilang minuto ko pang ninanamnam ang pagpapaagos ng tubig sa aking katawan bago ako mapatigil nang maramdaman ko ang pamilyar na kamay na naglalandas sa aking baywang. Napasinghap pa ako nang mapagtanto ang nangyayari.

I am dreaming and these are Leopold's hands caressing me.

"You look so pretty, my lioness..." he said and then I felt his lips on my nape. "Your nakedness is always so flawless, so perfect."

"I'm dreaming..." sambit ko dahil hindi ako makapaniwala.

I do not know what to believe now. I am sure I was awake a while ago. And if not, does me touching myself a dream, too? That is the only right answer to my question. I did not pleasure myself in my reality, but it was just a dream. But why...does it feels so real?

"Hmm, Ariella...your lust, it's too strong. Were you thinking of me?"

Napakagat ako sa labi ko dahil sa sensasyong dala ng pagkagat niya sa aking balikat. He is teasing me hard. He is starting the heat even with the water coming down on us. There my mind completely turned 360 degrees. I should not be swayed by this lust, I need answers.

"Is it possible that I can wear your eyes in reality? Not just in a dream?"

Iyon ang itinananong ko na kaagad niyang ikinatigil sa ginagawa niya. Sobrang lakas din ng kabog ng dibdib ko dahil naghahalo ang kaba ng pagpipigil sa sensasyon at ang kagustuhan kong makausap lamang siya. This conversation is also a risk because the last time, he left after the same question. It is not impossible that he would do the same.

"Just one day. Just until I kill him."

He chuckled. He continued kissing my shoulders but I stopped him. The same reason why I heard his tounge clicking again but I do not have the time to properly adore it. I forbid myself to even though I can hardly. Talaga namang napakalakas ng presensya niya.

"Ariella..."

"Leopold, I need the answer. I need your eyes just like how you let me wear it the first time we met."

I heard him sigh. A deep one. I am not sure if it is confusion or a disappointment. It is hard to tell.

"No human can't say no to my lust and temptation before, Ariella." He finally spoke. "Until you. I am worried if I am losing my sense of responsibility and power because of what is happening. But every time you need me, your body wanting me, I cannot even say no on visiting you. Instead of feeding from you just fine, my energy is too much. Sometimes...you are able capable of draining me."

"What do you mean?"

"I think you will pass as a succubus at this point. Should I kill you and be one of us?"

"That sounds like a good idea. Is that even possible? But I decline to die...unless I kill that dirty old man myself."

I heard him sigh again. Nararamdaman kong kahit papaano ay dahan-dahan niyang ibinabalik ang kamay niya sa paglandas sa balikat ko.

"Your hate...your lust...is somehow rooted from that man. Your anger drives your lust and your lust...that is what makes you calm your system. Sex is your rest."

"What does that mean?"

"Everybody has something to do or someone to run to when they are mad to cool down. For you...it's sex that helps you think rational."

I even started nodding even though I do not exactly know and understood what he was telling me about.

"That doesn't even make sense. Just me being horny all the time isn't even something people will believe easily. But Leopold...can I?"

"That's not possible." he heaved a deep sigh.

"Why?" Litaw na litaw kakaagad ang frustration ko sa boses ko nang sagutin ko si Leopold sa sinambit niya. Parang isang batang nagta-trantum dahil hindi nakuha ang gusto niya. "I just want to borrow it like how you did it before. Isang araw lang. Isang oras lang. Or even better, just a minute. Para kapag napatay ko na siya, I'll have the memory of his face pleading me for his life. That fucking man. I will kill him. I will kill him multiple times. I might rot in jail, in hell, or in this life, but I will never regret killing him with my own hands."

"You're too mad. Your lust is getting stronger."

He grabbed my neck. This time, I cannot say no to him anymore. His temptation is too hot for me. Too strong for me to say no. I tried telling him to stop but it is not working anymore. He kissed me harshly on my mouth. Bit my lower lip and I hear his naughty chuckle after it. He is playing with me.

"I like it, Ariella. I like it better when you're mad. It drives the lust in me so bad."

I cannot speak because I am kissing him back now. All my efforts to stay no did not pay off again. He won again just like he always does. Later on, as he licks my neck, he whispered something.

"Let's see what I can do...but I cannot promise all of it. I am a demon, not a God." he chuckled. "I am not here to help you. I am only here to fuck you."