chapter 2: thin lines edge

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Copia's pov

We finish eating out take out and I walk to my bed room.
Y/n still looks worried. I get up from the table early and walk to my room. I sit in my room on my bed and sigh. I look at the blade from last night. Something tells me to do it again. They still hurt though. I clean the blade and I sit in my bathroom. I left the room door open. I sit in the bath and I start, mmh..

*knock knock* I hear at the bathroom door. "Uh, hello?" I ask. "Papa can I use your shower? Sodo is hogging the ghouls shower :((" he says. "Eh..yeah but to need to clean up in here first." I say and wash my arms and leave my blade with blood still on it by the sink. I use a towel to cover my arms. Little did I know I left my binder on the floor of my room. I walk out and y/n is holding it. Shit fuck damnit FUCK. "Papa..don't mistake me here but..are you trans?c" he asks sternly. His tail slowly waving. "Uh.." I mumble uncomfortably. Y/n sighs and takes his shirt off. He also has a binder on. My eyes lit up. "You're...the same as me." He says his eyes tearing up. I sigh and he hugs me. Tight. I flinch slightly and embrace the hug forgetting what's on my arm. The towel drops and he looks down. "Papa.." he sighs as he lightly rubbed it as blood came off on his hand. "I'll be back..don't move" he says "wait!" I say. "Don't say anything..not about me being trans or the self harm please..". "Alright I'll be back DO NOT MOVE" he says desperately

Yn's pov

As I'm running to get bandages from the first aid room I'm tearing up uncontrollably. When I get back Papa is crying softly. "Papa I'm back.." I say quickly wiping my tears from under my mask. I sit after closing the door and start wiping his cuts. He winces a little but I do it gently. I unwrap the bandages and wrap his arms up not too tight. After I take the blade in the bathroom off him forgetting about the shower. I hug him tight. I take my mask off before burying my head into his chest. He just slowly caressed my head and hugged me tight. I sob quietly but he can feel it. "Y/n.." he hums. "hm..-? What is it" I say. As I formed into my human form "you're beautiful y/n. Your mask is off.." he says. I blush slightly while sitting up. "O-Oh! Thankyou Papa."
"Please, just call me copia in here." He says smiling slightly.
"Oh shit, yeah, can I shower now? I forgot earlier." I ask. "Eh, yeah! Go ahead!" He says.

After showering I get out with a towel covering my fucking shitty tits. I wish I never had them. Every time I see them I want to sob. I get out quickly and he hands me some if his clothes. He's alot bigger than me as I'm 5'3 and he 5'7 and I'm really scrawny yk, so yeah they're like oversized but it's comfy so I took them. He went on his phone as I got changed. He accidentally looked up while I was changing i ignored it though.

Copia's pov

Fuck. He found out everything. And I also accidentally looked at him while he was half naked fuck I'm blushing. I just look back at my phone scrolling through twitter. He finishes and we sit in my bed together. I put in a movie and I feel him lay on my chest. I just hold him. He falls asleep and In a matter of minutes I do aswell.

8:00am

Y/n's pov

Copia was awake watching something and I stretch and groan. I like how my voice is in mornings, deep because of my testostrone shots. Copias voice is also really hot in the mornings. If I'm honest I think I like him. Like LIKE him. "Morning my ghoul~" he says deeply. "Morning Papa- eh- copia.. " I yawn. "Sleep alright?" He asks as he plays with my hair making my tail wag slightly. "Yeah, what about you copia?". "Eh, better than yesterday" he chuckles slightly. Gosh his voice is so hot FUCK. I don't wanna get up but we both end up getting up. I groan as I change into something smart. We basically share clothes at this point. After he hugs me from behind and I look up at him. "You really helped me yesterday, tesoro.." he says. I smile at the nickname. (It means darling in italian) "I'm glad I did" I smile at him. He hums a tune as we get ready. He re-applies his makeup and heads out to the dining hall. I grab my mask and follow on behind him.

9:00am

We all sit at the table as usual for breakfast, I get my usual toast and a cup of sweetened coffee with milk. I finish and sit with papa as he teaches me about how tricycles are better than bikes. (Lol)

Cumulus' pov

"Hey uh guys can we talk?" I say to the other ghouls as y/n is now out of the room.
"Yeah whats up?" Aether asks."Well last night I was doing some cleaning in my room and I saw y/n bolting to the first aid room crying. What do you think happened last night-?" I say concerned.
"Come to think of it, papa and y/n have been acting strange recently.." mountain says. And the others agree. "I can't help but worry about them both.." swiss says. "Y/n's anxiety has been getting worse and idk what's wrong with papa.." he adds. "We need to help them!" Sunshine says. We all agree

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