Papa pov:
"You're alive.." he says.
My brain is still slightly foggy but I could tell it was him.
he walked over and hugged me. It feels like years since the last time he hugged me.
He starts sobbing and I don't know how to react.
"How do you feel papa?" Cirrus asks. "Uh.." I stammer trying my best to speak. Its difficult currently. "I feel okay eh..drugs" I said slurring. "I think he means he feels fine because of all of the drugs given by the doctor" Swiss says. "Mhm." I say.
"We have to go soon. But we'll be here for visits every day" someone says I can't quite tell as I'm falling asleep again.
* a week and a bit later*
I was finally getting out-of the hospital after being kepton suicide watch. I can't wait to see the ghouls.
It's not a very long drive to the ministry, it takes like 30 minutes.
As I'm pulling into the car park I get this overwhelming thought
If I'm suffering like this, what if one of the others are?? I've traumatised them.
I sit for a little while in the car dissociating then over thinking.
"What if I've caused long term damage?"
"What if they start to struggle?"
"What if I'm in the bathroom a little too long and they start to panic and worry for me?"
"What if I succeed in suicide and they do it too??"
"What if I accidentally encourage one of them to take their life?"
"What If HE takes his life? He already struggles"I slap myself and look in the mirror on the car.
"Cmon pull yourself together C." I say aloud.
I get out shortly after and walk into the ministry
"Im back."
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C. [trans copia x trans male reader]
FanfictionYou find out about copia being trans, he hates himself and struggles with dysphoria badly to the point he hurts himself. You make him feel better about it and the other ghouls worry about you and copia as you have been frantic recently. It's uk tour...