rishto ka anokha dor - Mission Behrupiya

the real friends

Haan main Anubhav se pyar karti hu " nitya said shocking hm , she felt like a part of her heart is taken away from her but she tried hard to control and compose herself nitya took a glance of her then continued" Haan main usse pyar karti hu bohot karti hu sayad apne se bhi jyada " with a pause" per waise nahi jaise tum samajhrahi ho haseena " hm looked at her stunned" matlab main use waise pyar karti hu jaise ek dost dusre dost se karte hai , haseena manti hu ek myth hai ki ek ladka aur ladki kabhi dost nahi bansakte ya to wo pyar karne wale couple bansakte hai ya Bhai behen bann sakte hai per humne teesra rasta chuna hum dost Bane sirf dost , hamare beech jo rishta hai usme sirf aur sirf dost hai na Bhai behen ka ladh na mohabbat wa pyar , hamare beech waisa hi rishta hai jaisa shri krishn aur draupadi ke beech hua karta tha pavitr aur nischal ham ekdusre ke sath hamesha rehte hai aur dete bhi hai ekdusre ke mann mein kabhi wo bhabnaye ati hi nahi , ha jasa tumne Kahan ki main uski itni close hu uske bareme sochti hu to kuch feelings to ayi hongi tbh aisa maine bhi socha tha jab tumne mujhse kaha per bohot baar sochne ke baad mujhe samajh aya bhale hi maine gusse mein keha ho lekin Anubhav ko leke mere mann mein waisa koi khayal kabhi aya nahi , aur rahi baat Anubhav ko samajhne ki to sayad kayi baar insan ki zindagi ke halat kuch aise hote hai jo dusre ke dukh samajhne per majboor kardete hai .

A silence prevailed between them

Maa...maaf karna nitya humne aapdono ke rishtey ke bareme galat socha , kya karte gusse aue jalan ki patti jo bandhi rhi ek paak rishta bhi hame " hm said hesitantly nitya smiled "
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Main samajh sakti hu haseena tumhare jagah aur koi hota to sayad ilzam hi lagana shuru kardeta per tum jaise patienceful , respected dignity wali lady apne calmness se kaam liya ," with a pause " pata hai tumlog se hamesha se itni nafrat nahi thi mujhe per Anubhav ki wo halat jo maine dekhi thi na haseena " with fear " ab bhi sehem si jati hu ,haseena wo mere samne marr raha tha main sirf chupchap dekhsakti thi uske liye kuch kar ni parahi thi usne apne Jaan pe khelkar kayi bar meri nitin aue papa ki bhi jaan bachayi per hospital mein wo zindagi aur maut ke beech ladh raha tha aur main bebas khadi thi " with tears " aur jab wo theek hogaya to uske attackz " she said remembering thosw drastic nights "

Attacks ? Konse attacks nitya " hm asked confused "

Panik attack, uss hadse ke baad Anubhav ko harr raat panick attack ate the ,wo kayi mahino tak so nahi paya ,usko PTSD se diagnosed kiya gaya , pagal jaisa hogaya tha kamre mein bandh karke rakhta tha khudko raat raat bhar jagta rehta uski halat bad se bastar hogayi thi haseena as a doctor maine uska ilaj kiya tha aur as a friend main andar se utni hi tootti jarahi thi haseena wo sab ek time per main bhi suffer karchuki hu isiliye Anubhav ki halat mere se dekhi nhi jarahi thi itna strong will ka insan jab iss kadar toot jaye apka to insaniyat se bharosa uth jata hai na

Nitya said and looked at hm to see her reaction but hm was blank she had no expression and was staring blankly at nitya she was confused so called her name..

Anubhav ke sath itna kuch hogaya .....aur hum..hum hai ki unhi per ilzam lagate rahe
" Hm said with tears in her eyes "

Isme apki galati nahi hai wo daur hi kuch aisa tha " nitya tried to calm her " .

Nahi nitya daur kaisa bhi ho apni mohabbat per aitbaar rakhna har insan ka farz aur hak hai per humne na apna hak jamaya na aitbar jagaya , agar uss roz hum Anubhav per aitbar karlete aur hak jamakae unhe sach batane kehte to na Aaj wo iss dard se guzarte na hum duri sehte , kamse kam hamare pass to hamari ammi thi ks thi mpt the sab the per anubhav ke pass to unka dukh bantne wala koi nahi tha " a tear drop escaped her eye " janti hai nitya kisi insan ke bareme mein jyada bolne se uski roz marake zindagi mein fark padta hai aur hum sab to najane kitna anubhav ko koste aye hai to kya isse unki zindagi mein bura nahi hua hoga " a fear took over hm's face " apne gam mein hum har bar itne mashruf hojate the ki hame kabhi anubhav ka gam dikha hi nahi infact hum apne point ko samjhane mein itna ulajh jate hai ki samne wale ki soch ko hum sunte tak nahi .
Per wo kehte hai na ki agar uperwale ke ghar ka ek darwaza bandh hojaye to 100 darwaze kholdete hai usi tarha Allah ne aplogo ko anubhav ki zindagi ka farishta banakar bheja hai , jitna aaplog unhe samajhte hai unki kadar karte hai utna to syd hummese koii nhi karta " hm said with a genuine smile nitya smiled too "