COULD BE US || LEE JIHOON (WOOZI) FANFICTION

11 "FIRST CONFESSION"

it was already late in the morning when I woke up.  I slowly open my eyes and gently massaged my head  because of headache, dahan - dahan akong bumangon at napatingin sa paligid at bigla napaisip tungkol kagabi. I remembered I was drinking alone last night yet I couldn't remember how I got home.

I was zoning out while sitting on my bed, thinking about last night and how the heck I   got home. I was biting my finger while processing all my drunk memories however this only led me to frustration " Ughh!" I groaned as I brush off my hair, "di ko maalala...  am I that drunk?" I continued to mumble.

 After a while  kinuha ko yung phone ko,  I was shocked when I noticed my phone was on and received a lot of text messages from claire and jihoon. I read the messages one by one lalo na yung kay jihoon na nag spam message talaga sa akin kagabi and for the past days . While reading his messages napatawa ako ng mahina  sabay sabi " cute mo mag alala jihoon "

Meanwhile,  something came up to my mind , napatayo ako ng mabilis at napabuntong hininga ako habang tinatakpan yung bibig ko   , " wait wait wait ... panaginip lang ba yun ? .... or? .... oh no no no ... " I said while walking back and forth.

Bigla ako nagkaroon ng flashbacks kasama si Jihoon kagabi,  he was the one who drove me home,  and I remembered jihoon staying by my side for a short time taking care of me while I was being slightly unconscious due to being drunk.

 After getting flashbacks I sat in  the corner while holding my face that turns red and felt  embarrassed, " nakakainis, so hindi yun panaginip?.. ughhh nakakahiya.  pero teka, how did he know that I was at the...."  sabi ko at biglang napahinto ng naalala ko si Claire . kaya hindi ako nagdadalawang isip na tawagan sya .

" Ade... how are you? ive been so worried about you, but thank God hinatid ka safely ni Woozi "  agad naman sinagot ni Claire yung tawag ko , hindi pa nga ako nagtanong  pero na komperma ko na that it was really her who sent jihoon to me last night.

"So it was you... hay nako claire whyy him? of all the people na tawagan mo bakit si jihoon? iniiwasan ko nga yung tao." galit kong sabi , at hindi ko sinasadya mataasan ko siya ng boses .

"what?.... "*scoffs*, Ade I didn't know  sorry..., hindi kasi ako makapunta sayo kagabi because I was at the meeting, and I was going to call kenneth but then I remembered his number is not active anymore. at wala na akong ibang maisip kong sino yung tawagan ko, i just tried messaging Woozi and didn't expect he will respond that fast. " paliwanag ni Claire  at nabigla sa aking nasabi . 

Hindi ako umimik ng ilang sigundo , huminga ako ng malalim at humingi ka agad ng tawad sa kanya ," I'm - I'm sorry claire di ko sinasadya sigawan ka. "

"It's okay I understand... you know you can always tell me your problems, I'm here for you."

"Thanks. it's just that I don't wanna get connected to him anymore after-..."

"After you knew that he is an idol? at hindi man lang niya sinabi sa'yo?... Ade, maybe he has his reason why he keeps that to you, after all, tao pa rin siya and maybe he just wants to act like a normal guy like everybody else especially when he's with you," said Claire. 

 I sighed and replied " ewan ko, I felt uncomfortable after that... anyways I have to end this call. bye "

 " alright.  take some rest there alam kong may hang over ka pa " said claire, and immediately hang up the call. 

After our short conversation, I  decided to go for a walk and go to the supermarket nearby my place to buy something to eat, I haven't eaten anything yet since I woke up.  

While I walking down the street,  nagulat ako ng biglang may humawak  sa braso ko at hinila ako  behind a tall palm tree. Napasigaw ako  pero agad tinakpan ang aking bibig  at mas lalo akong nagulat ng nakita ko sino yung humila sa akin.