Y/ns POV
I felt two hands clasp both my shoulders as I faced the fountains, I screamed with a jump as fear built up inside me . I was to scared to turn around and see who it was , tears welled in my eyes at the thought of it being a stranger. I couldn't go through this again.
" wow wow wow " came Roberts voice from behind me " its just me , and the rest if your fun loving cast mates. No need to scream"
They all came round the front of the bench, justin helped me up
" hey have you been crying?" Asked tom
" no, it's just when Robert grabbed me... I thought it was a stranger and , yknow. I freaked out. " I needed no more explanation , david slapped the back of Roberts head
" idiot" he said
" are you ok now?" Aiden asked gently
" uhm yeah" I looked down " how was...how was dinner?"
" great actually " tom smiled " we had ice cream and burgers and chips and ..." the more he went on the more mu stomach began hurting, I began to feel like throwing up " y/n?
" tom" ritu shook her head at him
" oh shit yeah, you didn't eat, sorry" he smiled awkwardly
" no, no, no . Its fine" I lied " I'm not hungry " everyone gave me concerned looks " anyways, ugh, let's go home?"
" yeah " david nodded " walking is tiring as fuck "
" agreed " justin nodded
" so home it is" smiled emmy
We all began to walk out of disney springs and to the carpark I trailed behind while they chattered
" y/n " said aiden, I looked towards him
" yeah?" I replied
" I know somethings wrong " he sighed " I'd appreciate it if you told me, I'm good at helping people "
" I know you are" I half whispered " it's just..." I stopped myself " am I..... enough?"
" what do you mean by that?" He stopped us both from walking then grabbing my hand while facing me " of course you are, you're more than enough. "
" it doesn't feel like it" I sniffed then looking down so he couldn't see the tears falling from my face
He gently grabbed my chin and tilted my head up so he could see my face
" hey, dont cry" he said gently then letting go of my hand to wipe my tears away " You're enough , and I know life hasn't been the kindest to you but. You've got to remember that the bad times will always pass and make way for good , happy times, yeah?"
I nodded while still crying
" yeah i-i guess so" I avoided eye contact " but it's so hard. I cant do anything without fear of someone touching me without my consent or surrounding me so hard it makes me feel claustrophobic "
He enveloped me in a hug, wrapping his arms tightly around my waist so I could cry into his chest
" I hate this" I sobbed " if I wasn't a celeb life would be so much easier!"
" but we wouldn't know eacother" he replied , he let go of my waist with one arm while making the other old on tighter. He used his spare hand to rub circles in my back as an attempt to soothe me , and it was working
" I'm sorry " I said
" for?"
" making you all worried on your holiday " I replied " I should eat but the thought makes me nauseous, then not eating makes me nauseous. I just dont know what to do"
