It's not me, It's you!

The Loose of knots

POV: Nyle

“Where the hell are you guys?” I asked louder this time to no one in particular,

At the exact same time the door flew open, and in came my worried looking parents,

“Mom, Dad,.. where were y…” I started, but Dad interrupted me by asking,

“Where’s Nyla?”

“um, she’s upstairs, Its about her.. she is…” I said but again got interrupted by my dad

“I’ll go get her!” he said already walking up the stairs

“Mom? What’s happening?” I asked my mom

“Nyle…... “ She started, but by the time my dad came downstairs carrying Lea in his hands,

“She fainted, we need to hurry…” he said and went to the car

“No, wait what happened to her, is she alright? Lea…” I called, tears started dripping my eyes.

“Nyle… She is gonna be alright, she just needs medication right now that’s why we are getting her to the doctors. We will be right back alright? Could you stay with your friends until we come?” she asked tears evident in her eyes

“No… I’ll come with you guys,” I protested harshly wiping my tears

“No Nyle you can’t, please understand, and please stay. We’re in a hurry and will be back soon” she said hugging me one last time before walking to the car,

“Mom, please take me with you, please I beg you, I just want to make sure she’s alright, Mom please….” I begged going behind her, but they already started the car and on the road, where I tripped and fell on my knees unable to do anything,

“Nyla, what happened to you?” I whispered
She was wide awake when I went to check on her, what could’ve happened that made her faint within a pan of seconds?

Why am I not allowed to go with them? She’s my twin for fucks sake? I want my sister back, I shouldn’t have let it go this far, I should’ve noticed the changes in Lea. Its fucking my fault to not care about her, which led her to become like this… I was so selfish, that I was thinking about a revenge for Orange where my sister was fighting with her illness, what kind of brother I am?                              Probably the worst….

“Its all because of you Orange…” Its all because of her

The reason I was and IS angry with Matilda Pink from childhood was because of what my parents told me.

They told me that, during my childhood, there was this girl in our neighbourhood who used to threaten and bully Lea for what ever she did by throwing stones at her whenever Lea comes to play with her and pouring water on her and doing shitty things like that, my parents told me that they had warned about her to her parents and that resulted in her getting more angry then she had spread rumours that, Lea is having  some kind of peculiar disease which everyone seemed to believe.

And they told me one day her bullying went overboard that she called Lea to play with her and was about to stab her with a knife, like a psycho she was, but the funny thing is her mom is a psychotherapist… If it weren’t for my parents that day, I can’t imagine what would’ve happened, and that’s why we had to change the residence and had to stay in the house which we are currently living.

I came to know that this girl was that Orange who I already started hating, before I come to know about this all. My parents had told me that she was a bad influence on Lea, and that we had to change house because of her.