Ryeji Oneshots

Your worth

The iridescent lights are blurring my orbs as I try to open it wide. Though, I still recognize her even how far is the distance between us. That figure is too familliar to ignore. Of course she changes thorough time but the constants stay the same. Her hair is now longer. She knows how to dolls up now and looking breath-taking with the make-up on. Her outfit is somewhat bolder much to my disliking but not surprising, looking at where she stands now.

She takes the mic from the tallow suited man as the man waves while walking off the stage.

"Enjoy it, gentlemen."

Her voice sounds extremely seductive as the crowds start to cheers upon her presence before she becomes the focus of the spotlights when the music begin to tune in everyone's ears.

You know I dont believe in ghosts
Or letting people close
I'm good at letting go.

The song starts with her voice being soft and deep as I stumble upon her choice of song. I am expecting something sexy and hot that will make people fall on their knees, worshipping her as a goddess she is but no. She chooses a song that implied many hidden meanings behind despite the song being so rythmic and tempting.

You kiss my lips until they're colder
Think you in control but
I should let you know..

The powerless feelings that the world make us feel. The so-called living hell that they make us live in. Suffocating yet tempting.

She had always know the meanings hidden in every songs since its her passion to begin with. I dont remember when did the sparkly hopeful music girl becomes dark and so much of a vamp. Perhaps its because I am not there to experience it by hand. A desicion that leads me back to where I begin.

Alas, leads her to where she shouldnt step in.

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"It means to seek for happiness and not caring if the world cares."

"Wow. I never think like that before. I thought the song is about a man that is having a beef with the snow."

Laughters could be heard across the room as they looked at each other. Adoringly for that even the ice would melted upon them.

A swift of comfortable silence passing around them while their mind took a little time to scrumble in their own thoughts.

"Ryuddaeng. What do you want to be when you grow up?"

"A singer. Isnt it obvious?"

The cat-eyed giggled as her hand playfully pushing the whiskered shoulder.

"Yeah, I know but arent you afraid? It might not go as you planned."

"Well, I will still be a singer."

She giggled once more.

"What? Even if your life turns miserable?"

"You know if we think about possibilities then our head will blown up. So I like to think that it will work. I will have a nice car. A big house with a pool around it. Maids to do the housework. I like to think that its going to be just fine and live. That is what matter after all."

And live. It sounds childish but that is all that the cat-eyed wished for when she grew up. A life. A feeling to make her felt like breathing cause being the only child in a prosperous family was choking her to death. Thinking about the future, the company and the path that she should and shouldnt take against her desires were suck as hell.

The raven never failed in making her wonders about the impossible. Making her eyes sparkled upon the life of her dream as her mind went lighter. It was the effect of the Shin Ryujin that cared for nothing most of the time.