Starving questions

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Tw ⚠️ - ed / emetophobia / sh Atsushis pov :
Dazai finished with his search and sat back down .
Atsushi also layed on the floor again .
"Wanna go grab some food ?"
"Yeah "
They waited for Atsushi answer .
"Atsushi ? Wanna get some food ?"
"Oh yeah sorry "
They leave to go find some place to eat .
They get to a resterant and sit down .
Atsushi looked around the room trying to distract himself .
His leg was shaking .
The food they ordered comes and they start eating .
He can tell that chuuya and Dazai were looking at him but he ignored them trying to figure out how to make his leg stop shaking .
They finish and Atsushi feels sick .
On the way back to the hotel a girl runs into Atsushis knocking them both over .
"Are you ok ?"
The girl looks at Atsushi .
"Watch where you going fag !"
She storms off .
Atsushi turns back to the others who are just as shocked as he is .
"You are such a push over you could have killed her "
They start walking back again while listening to Aktugawas comments .
"Are you ok though Atsushi she team into you ?"
"Yeah Dazai I'm fine I think she twisted her ankle . Karma "
Dazai laughs at Atsushi remark .
They get in and go to their separate rooms .
Atsushi feels bloated and sick .
'im gonna have to have a shower '
He grabs a towel and the stuff he brought earlier .
Aktugawa goes to Dazai and chuuyas while Atsushi ' showers'
Tw ⚠️ :
He goes in and turns the shower on .
He kneels down and shoves two fingers down his throat.
Gagging up what he just ate .
He gets his breath back and gets in the shower .
Reaching over and grabbing the knife he brought earlier .
Dragging it along his thigh .
Watching the water turn red .
He stops because he's been in their a while .
He turns the shower off and dries his leg with tissue not wanting to get the towel bloody .
After his thigh is dry he uses the bandages he also brought wrapping it around .
He ties it off and gets changed .
Slipping the things up his sleeve .
He opens the door and goes to his bag slipping them back in .
Aktugawa comes back in on his phone .
Atsushi sits on the floor and yawns .
It doesn't take long before he's asleep again .
He wakes up a few minutes later to the other two coming in .
Dazai comes and kneels down next to Atsushi .
He sits up looking at Dazai .
"Yeah ?"
Dazai takes Atsushis hands and looks at them .
Atsushi still being half asleep thinks he's dreaming or Dazai is doing something important .
Dazai looks at chuuya and nodds .
They say night and leave .
Atsushis lays back down and alt turns off the lights .
'that was strange . Oh well '