Starving questions

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Atsushis pov :
He wakes up to the TV off and he's in his own bed .
He doesn't know why but he just can't stand the thought of being alone but doesn't want to annoy Dazai .
He gets up and walks out his room to the dark hall .
It just feels off .
He walks over to the spare room where dazai is staying .
He can see the light on from under the door .
So he knocks and waits for a response.
Hearing feet on the floor then the door is opened .
"Atsushi you ok did I wake you ?"
"No I woke up myself . Um does it feel odd to you ?"
"Does what ?"
"The house it just feels unsafe do you feel it ?"
"No I can't I'm sorry . Come on I'll stay with you don't worry it's probably because your tired "
Dazai turns off his light then takes Atsushi to his room .
They get in the bed and Atsushi lays as close to Dazai as physically possible .
He listened to dazais heart beat till he fell asleep again .

Walk up again this time he's nearly ontop of Dazai .
He moves off and sits up looking at the time .
They are gonna be late .
He shakes dazai a bit .
"We're gonna be late "
"Ok ok I'm up "
They get out of bed Atsushi realistic Dazai was in his underwear and a thin vest .
'was he like that the whole time ?'
He gets dressed and meets Dazai in the hall .
Dazai hands him an apple .
He eats some on the way to the agency .
They walk in while talking about something .
"Atsushi why did you sleep with Dazai ?"
Ranpo was stood next to them and now had all eyes on them .
"You what ?!"
Kunikida was just staring at them .
"Calm down kunikida not like that.  He felt off so I offered to lay with him that's all "
Atsushi was bright red .
"Oh are you ok Atsushi ?"
Yosano asks walking over .
"Yeah I'm fine just felt odd I guess-"
"Though there is some I want to talk about with you so let's go to Yosanos office "
"Ok ?"
The three walk in there and Atsushi sits down .
"Atsushi I didn't want to bring it up again but what happened to your thighs ? Did you do it ?"
Atsushi just sits there .
" I did it . Sorry "
"No it's ok . When did you do it ?"
"at the hotel in the shower "
"Ok thank you for telling me "
"Wait Atsushi there is something else dear . Someone told me you were sick the other day in the bathroom and asked them not to tell did you make yourself ?"
He looks at Yosano .
'how the fuck contact Ranpo so that ?'
"um - I um - it was an accident I didn't plan it . But I didn't want to go home so I told him not to tell"
"So you know who told me "
"Pretty obvious as I asked them to do that "
"Ok . Look I appreciate you telling us but we are going to have to keep a closer eye on you now are you aware of that Atsushi ?"
"Yeha I guess ok "