Starving questions

9

Tw ⚠️ - ed / emetophobia
Dazais pov :
He pulls Yosano into the other room .
"What is this about I need to get kyoka home ?"
"I think Atsushi has an eating disorder "
"Oh. What makes you say that ?"
"These "
He pulls out the pills he took from the hotel and the ones he took from the kitchen a minute ago .
"They make you loose weight I took others from him while we were away . He's been taking them for a while it seemed . He'd been googling how many calories are in things and always getting message to eat from kyoka and lying saying he did . And when we all ate he ones showers after his finger are bright red "
"Right . You stay here and we will look more into it in the morning . I'll take theses . Thank you "
She puts the pills in her bag and takes kyoka .
"Atsushi can I stay over I can't be asked to go home ?"
"Yeah doesn't bother me "
Atsushis pov :
He and Dazai watch a film .
He feels slightly hungry but ignores it .
You are only supposed to take two pills a day and he's been taking one .
'maybe I'll have about one '
He goes to the kitchen and opens the cupboard.
They aren't there .
'what again. How ? The only person who has been in here is me and dazai- '
He looks over to Dazai who turns back around .
He gets some water and sits back down .
It gets late and nearly dinner time .
"Wanna order some food Atsushi?"
"Sure what you want ?"
"Chinese "
"Ok "
Dazai orders and Atsushi s we ts the table .
30 minute later it arrives and they eat .
Atsushis can feel Dazai staring at him .
They finish and Atsushi is on the verge of throwing up .
He tydies up .
"I'm gonna go shower you need the bathroom ?"
"No I'm good "
' I dont care if it's obvious I can't take it anymore '
Tw ⚠️ :
He closes the door turning the shower on .
He kneels down Infront on the toilet .
Making himself gag till there's nothing left .
Spitting out the remains he gets undressed and in the shower .
He cleans his wounds and washes his hair .
Tw ⚠️ over :
He gets out and bandages his thigh .
Changing into someone comfortable he flushed the toilet and leaves putting his dirty clothes away .
Dazai is asleep on the couch .
'oh good I might aswell go to bed then '
He goes in his room and gets under the covers .
He falls asleep some time after .
'was that to obvious ?'