Starving questions

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Atsushis pov :
He wakes up to Dazai holding his waist .
He pushes him off and gets up .
Feeling the dried blood on his thighs rub again the bandages.
Dazai sits up behind him .
"morning Atsushi . You hungry ? "
Atsushi rubs his eyes .
If he's honest he feels like shit , heavy and just bad in general.
"No I'm alright for now . I'm gonna go shower "
"Ok "
He gets his stuff and gets in the shower .
Making sure to wash his cuts and hair .
He re bandages his legs and heads out to the kitchen.
Dazai is on his phone while eating cereal.
"You want anything yet ?"
"No I'm not really in the mood right now "
"Ok let me know when you are "
They get ready and head out .
Dazai locks the door and they head off .
Getting in Atsushi goes straight to his desk .
"Atsushi can you run down to the police station and get some documents "
"Of course kunikida-"
He went to grab the post-it note with the information but remembered then he'd be by himself .
"Can um someone come with me I'm not feeling the best this morning ?"
"Yes you can bring Dazai he's getting on my nerves . If you ever want someone to come just take Dazai no need to ask . But see Yosano is you feel any worse "
Atsushi nodds and grabs Dazai .
"Any reason you wanted me to come ?"
"I'm just feeling a bit off that's all"
"Ok "
They get the documents and head back .
Atsushi hands them to kunikida then sits down.
Another letter at his desk .
-dear skinny , I know what your doing and I'm gonna get you alone just you wait x
Shivers went down Atsushis spine .
He threw that one away aswell .
"What's the point of letters if you just going to throw them away ?"
Kenji walks over to Atsushi .
"There not important so I don't need them "
"So why do they send them to you if you done need them ?"
"I don't know"
Atsushi worked till lunch where he was getting food shoved in his face left , right and centre .
He felt like breaking down .
"Dazai I'm really ok right now "
"But you haven't had anything all day ?"
Dazai sits next to him .
"Atsushi you need to have something or do I need to get Yosano involved "
Atsushi was about to protest but Yosano walks in .
"Involve me in what ?"
"He won't eat anything "
"Because I'm not hungry nor in the mood so drop it "
Atsushi tries to walk off .
"Have you had anything ?"
"No "
"So you need something please "
"No I don't want to-"
"Atsushi come with me please "
Atsushi gets called to the president's office.
He sits down across from him .
"Atsushi we are aware of you struggle with eating but we need you to out in an effort aswell "
"I am I've had everything nearly all week "
"Ok . You do need something even if it's just to please the others or really small "
He pulls out an apple and cuts it in half.
"Just have this and your be good"
"Thank you sir "
He takes the apple and heads out .
Dazai giving him a look of relief .
"Oh Atsushi we are all gonna go to ours after because we have a case and ours is the closest "
"Ok that's fine "
They all head back to work till it's time to go to Atsushis .