Starving questions

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Tw ⚠️ - sh / ed

Atsushis pov :
He goes back to his desk and there's a letter on it .
"Yeah some guy came and dropped it off for you a second ago "
Kunikida says from his desk .
Atsushi sits down and opens it .
-dear skinny , I'm here waiting and watching for you to be alone so I can't eat you alive-
Atsushi sits there trying his hardest not to scream .
"What is it ?"
Dazai goes it look over his shoulder but he rips it up .
"Nothing important don't worry about it "
Throwing it away he just makes sure he's never alone .
He keeps close to people and helping everyone on jobs .
"Here Atsushi you need to have this now "
Yosano hands him something to eat .
"Ok just give me a second "
He finished typing and takes the food .
He eats half of it then excuses himself to the bathroom .
He locks himself in a stall and just sits there .
Going on his phone looking at the report of the guy who's been following him .
He was put in a jail across the boarder so how did he get back so fast and how does he know where Atsushi is ?
He sighs and leaves putting his phone in pocket as he walks in .
"You alright ?"
Dazai standing next to his desk.
Atsushi nodds and continued his work .
Soon it was time to go and the day had gone well-ish .
Him and Dazai walk back in a comfortable silence .
Atsushi being a bit jumpy and holding Dazais sleeve .
"You sure your good ?"
"Yeah just don't like the dark "
"Oh ok I'll protect you "
Dazai chuckled at Atsushis statement.
They get inside and it still had an odd feeling to it .
"You've done so well with eating today Atsushi I'm very proud of you "
Atsushi had completely forgotten he had eaten that day .
"Oh thanks "
They sit down and watch some TV and make jokes .
"Say Atsushi have you ever kissed anyone ?"
"No why ?"
"Just curious as I know another friend of mine who hasn't "
"Better not be you "
Dazai gasped in shock .
"I've kisses people "
"Who ?"
"Chuuya - that's it ive kisses a person "
"Ok if you say so "
Dazai rolls his eyes and lays closer to Atsushi.

They get ready for bed .
"You ok with sleeping alone ?"
"I don't know the house still feels weird "
"That's fine I'm gonna go luy down Kay "
Atsushi nodds and walks to the bathroom.
The bathroom has one door and no windows so he doesn't see anything going wrong in there .
He opens the cupboard getting his toothbrush .
Behind layed a shiny blade .
He shut the cupboard and brushes his teeth .
Putting it back staring at the blade .
Having no one there to stop him he picks it up .
Tw ⚠️ :

Sitting on the side of the bath rolling his trousers down .
Untying his bandages .
Sliding across making new red lines .
Going deeper each time , missing the feeling that he loved so much .
He knows he's been in there a while so he cleans his you putting the blade back in the same place .
Tw ⚠️ :
Walking into the bedroom and laying down next to Dazai .
"You alright yeah ?"
"Yeah I'm good . Night Dazai "
"Night Atsushi "
The light was switched off and Atsushi listening to dazais heart till he fell asleep again .
It was like a lullaby.