Persuasion

Would've could've should've

A/N: I didn't upload cause I had a mayor mental breakdown because of my art project but I mean another day another slay i know you missed me ;) also fuck John Mayer.
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Good news I'm negative again meaning I can write chapters that actually make sense. Also I love chatting with you.

"Y/N dear what happened you were so mad at Lesso she was just joking she's evil after all?" you look around when you see Harper approaching, exactly what you needed *sarcasm*
"Because she always tries to ruin everything since we were kids she couldn't draw a line between where fun starts and where it begins to hurt the other person." You're trying you're really trying to be the bigger person but sometimes Lesso just oversteps the line.
"She was probably just jealous I mean you're spending soooo much time with me and maybe she feels neglected." Harper shrugs.
"Leo- Lady Lesso is not a jealous kind of person I will just calm down and then maybe try to "apologize"." You didn't want to apologize obviously you did nothing wrong you were friends with people so WHAT? But Leonora is still one of your closest 'friends' you cannot just let her go. (Are you sure you're not in love dear? Just asking for a friend).

A few hours have passed an you finally calmed down still kind of mad but you were ready to have a conversation with Lesso without cutting open her throat.
So you make the final decision and walk out of your hiding spot to find Lesso.
She was sitting in her room just sitting there without a book in her hand or something, she just sat there clearly deep in thoughts.

Lessos pov: (be prepared for angsty mangsty)

When Y/N had left I was not sure what to do usually she was there to talk and she could talk for hours. So I made the decision to go back to my room.
But she wasn't there I really messed up I don't even know why I acted the way I did but when I saw Y/N with this Harper girl laughing and smiling it felt like someone had stabbed my heart I thought only I could make her laugh that way.
I didn't even realize what I had done in that moment it was like I didn't do it but I had to—
Wait...
I can't call ravens or any animal only princesses can do that shit. And Harper must've seen me around the corner.
Sinclair- I should've known but Y/N doesn't know and she won't believe me.
In that moment of realization the door creeks open and in looks the beautiful face of Y/N.
I look at her not believing she was actually here without me dragging her here.
"Before you say anything-" she started but I had to cut her off.
"Stop I need to tell you something interesting I discovered while you weren't here, your little friend Sinclair she was the one who called the Ravens she must've seen me you know I would never do something that would hurt you, you know that right?" I start speaking as fast as I could to bring as much information in that sentence as I could, but she laughed.
She laughed at me.
"Lesso you just lied."
"No no I did not."
"Yes you did, you said you'd never hurt me but do you not remember?"
"Remember what?"
She laughed and looked me up and down then sat down the bed.
"Well then I have to do some story telling."
I sat down next to her keeping a distance.

It was Y/N and Leonoras first year at the school of evil.
"Leonora what's wrong?" Y/N was so concerned about her.
"Y/N I don't need you I don't need anyone you are useless, and I know you're probably deeply in love with me but that doesn't change anything, you are a walking second place medal and that fact will never change." Lesso's voice sounded venomous like she could kill you only using her words.
Tears started forming in Y/N's eyes Lesso had clearly hurt her.
"You know what fuck you Leonora I thought you would actually care about me but you're just like everyone else."
"Princess don't ever compare me to everyone I'm better than anybody and why would I care about you, you are nothing to me."
Y/N just stormed out of the room,out of the school.
That's when (i know its kinda weird but its just fiction) Y/N saw Dovey she had seen her before.
When they locked eyes with one another Dovey came running over to Y/N.
"What's wrong what happened?"
"I'm useless."
"You're definitely not you are Y/N Y/L/N a powerful never who will make Evil win." It was funny hearing an Ever say say those words.
But you needed it.

"And Leonora since that day I changed,God rest my soul, I miss who I used to be. I regret you all the time that I even tried being your friend ridiculous."
I look at Y/N not sure what to say she obviously doesn't know why I said those words but I had my reasons which doesn't explain my actions.
"Y/N that was years ago let it go." I say trying to keep her calm.
"I can't let this go, I fight with you in my sleep,the wound won't close, I keep on waiting for a sign that I should forgive you but I can't."
"Then why didn't you tell me what you felt before I fell in love with you I coul-" shit.shit.shit.shit. I'm usually good at keeping my emotions out of sentences.
"Leonora." I couldn't look her in the eyes, she must hate me now more than before.
"LEONORA LESSO LOOK AT ME WHEN IM TALKING TO YOU." I immediately look up and she smiles.
Why is she smiling?
"Good, now keep your pretty eyes up here." Since when was Y/N so bold?
"You were just saying how in love with me you are, since when and how I thought you just saw me as a friend?"
I thought a long time when it clicked the moment I fell in love with her.
"I fell in love with you the day of the argument." She looked at me clearly in shock.
"YOU WHAT?"
"It's time you know the truth its been to long anyway,the day I yelled at you Rafal talked to me he wanted to kill you because he was supposed to be the only one I loved ... I couldn't let him kill you so I asked how to save you and he told me to get rid of you so you wouldn't come back to me. That's how I came up with the "argument" after you had left I looked outside and saw you and clarissa, I always thought you were in love with her so I became cold towards everyone ready to destroy everyone and everything."
"You seriously thought I loved clarissa never thought that Lady Lesso really was jealous." You smile like an idiot.
"Obviously I realized you weren't in love with her really soon and after I realized what Rafal was really planning I banned him from my mind and became "myself" again and we became friends again."
"I remember that,it was the last day of the second year and you came apologizing for everything."
"And you don't feel the same way for me thats fine?" Wow Y/N looked at me so judgy I've never seen her look at me that way.
She moved closer closing until we were chest to chest.
"You really thought that I didn't fell for you gingers are totally my type." She chuckled.
Now it was my time to be bold I took her chin between my index and my thumb so she would look at me and closed the distance between us.
She pulled away breathing heavily Ugh how much I hate oxygen it ruins everything.
I thought she hated it but she just smiled at me clearly she had enjoyed it.
Finally after all those years of pining over one another I finally told her.

A/N: this is obviously not the end but I thought why not mix angst with cheesy stuff and her you have the chapter.
I really hate Harper now how could she? Haha.
Also I understand math at the moment and I will get my math test back tomorrow I'm hoping for a D I will update you guys. Also I may have added some lyrics of would've could've should've because I can. ( i got a F)
Love you all and here is a Taylor Meme, I DID NOT MAKE .
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