5. "you."

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december 3, 2022

y/n's pov:

"can i kiss you?"

his voice replayed through my head until i processed what he said. oh my god? i nodded my head, maybe seeming a little too desperate. before i knew it, his lips were on mine. he put his hand on my jaw as we kissed. i felt a burst of energy as he touched me. the kiss passionate but short. instantly, my lips felt like they were missing something. i felt a bit cold. 

"well," he said smiling at me, "we cant tell jasmine or julien, you know how they'll be." 

"i agree, they're so annoying about this stuff." i said laughing.

"i had fun tonight." joão said.

"me too," i said smiling, "how about you come over to my place? tomorrow at 5?" i asked him.

"i'll be there," he said kissing my cheek

"see you tomorrow" i said winking to him as i got out of the car.

it was around 1 am and i couldn't sleep. i couldn't stop thinking abt joão, actually. we had only known each other for a few days and we've already kissed. but, we can't tell jasmine or julien. why? i don't know, i just agreed with joão. he wanted to keep it a secret i guess? i didn't mind. although the kiss was short, it was passionate, like we both had been waiting all night for that. this man is doing things to me.

december 4, 2022

i woke up around 12 pm. a lot later than normal but i could not fall asleep. i checked my phone. crap. joão texted me 2 hours ago.

joão :)

hey, do u want me to pick up some food before i come over? 

2h ago

i replied asking him to pick up y/f/r. (your favorite restaurant) he replied almost instantly making me feel bad.

i hopped in the shower and did all of my morning routine things. i curled my hair and did my makeup. i put on a comfy outfit since we were just staying at my house.

before i knew it, it was 5 pm. my doorbell rang and i opened it. 

"hi," he said "i got the food!" he seemed more excited than me.

"thank you" i said as i kissed his cheek. i'm feeling bold fr.

he took his shoes and jacket off as we sat down on the couch. he brought over the food and we decided to just sit down and watch a movie.

"what do you want to watch?" i said, passing him the remote.

"hmm," he clicked on a horror movie 

"why horror man, i'm going to choke on my food." i said sighing 

"oh be quiet it isn't even that scary." he said laughing.

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oh boy was he wrong. he was even scared. "mr. king of horror" i was practically in his lap and it's only been 20 minutes.

"you said it wasn't that scary!" i said

"well i lied.." he said, "OH MY GOD!" he screamed as there was a jumpscare.

i just laughed at him.

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about an hour in, i fell asleep. in his lap. after about 20 minute the movie was over and he woke me up. 

"hm?" i said yawning

"why do you always fall asleep on me? am i boring?" he said laughing

"no, quite the opposite. you're very comfy. but i'm just very tired." i said

"why?" he said as he rubbed my head

"i couldn't fall asleep, lot of stuff on my mind." i said

"like what?" he said smirking, def knowing what.

"you." i said as i kissed him.

y'all the brazil vs south korea game was insane. i'm so happy neymar is back and he got a goal 😛

sorry this one is kinda short the next one will be better 😘😘

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