Re-Design (Jake x Heeseung Fanfic)

Torpedoed confession

Heeseung's pov:

I hate him!

I hate Jake!

I gathered up my courage, I looked him in the eyes and I expressed my feelings for him.

But what did this bastard do after kissing me and giving me infinite false hopes?

He said it was all a simulation!

I told him it was ok, before he said he got caught up in the simulation. Thank God he didn't hear. All I could do after that was to repeat a ridiculous "It's ok" before simply fleeing.

But what else should have I expected? He knew me when I was still a geeky klutz, so he must still see me as the socially awkward idiot I was before. Especially since I can't align two words in his presence.

This is Violetta all over again...

I'm still feeling totally humiliated and unseen. It's like all of this was for nothing.

I should have just stayed away from this idiot when I could. I knew he was trouble!

"Hey! Heeseung! What are you doing running around like this?"

I immediately stop, realizing how stupid I look, walking so fast without watching where I'm going.

"We were all going out to town, wanna join us?"

"Oh yes! It would be so cool if you could come!~"

"Sure," I immediately say.

Fuck it, let's go.

I need to get away from this feeling of ridicule. Why not make use of my newfound popularity?

Even if I'm still feeling miserable...