Re-Design (Jake x Heeseung Fanfic)

Keep the lights on (3)

⚠️Mature content, if you don't like it, please skip this chapter⚠️

Heeseung's pov:

I'm not ready, but I nod.

This feels so good I only want to know what comes after.

I see his hands trembling while putting on protection and I feel a little relived, I'm not the only one who's nervous.

"Ok, now, grab onto me," he whispers in my ear.

I grab his wrist and his hair, and one second later, I feel him move onto me.

The first thrust definitely doesn't feel good. The second either. I don't know how the third one feels. I stop counting at the fourth one.

He keeps asking me how it feels, and I keep not responding, completely lost in the sensations.

"Slower...," I keep repeating, without even realizing.

"I can not go any slower than this, Hee."

In fact, he stopped moving.

I hear him giggle and he comes to kiss me.

Yes, more kissing please. I wrap my arms around him.

"Hey, Heeseung?" he whispers, his face still against mine. "Can I start moving again?"

"Mhnyeah-"
But I immediately regret this thoughtless answer.
"No, wait!"

This is too much, I'm losing my mind!

But just as if he read my mind, Jake slides his arms under my back and hold me tight against him. I immediately feel safer.

It's easier to move now, I'm not nervous anymore.

"Kiss," I ask.
And he delivers.
"You're way too good, idiot."

"Who are you comparing me to?"

"Stupid."

I slap his head, and he thrusts harder, giggling again.

I knew it from the start, this boy is dangerous.