lovesick <3

oh.

i woke up tired and drowsy.

he smiled at the sight of me.

his smile quickly fell.

"hey babe goodmorning" he says kissing me softly. on the cheek.

"mm good morning baby" i smiled.

i say up and rubbed my eyes.

"i woke up so energized" i said getting up right away.

i decided what i was gonna wear.

kurt had his face buried in his phone as i changed.

i got my counselor, blush , mascara, gloss, and highlighter on.

it's all i really wore.

i feel like makeup didn't look good on me like it does anyone else.

which i was so jealous about.

i love applying makeup but i literally can't.

"cmon kurt you gotta get dressed"
i smiled.

"not yet" he says.

"you seem so off today what's wrong" i asked

"i-i didn't sleep to well" he says.

"oh, that's not good. how about you go to bed rn and take an our or so nap as i curl my hair mm?" i smiled walking toward him

"n-no it's ok" he smiled back.

he did follow me to the bathroom as i went to go curl my hair

i went for a more wavy then curly look.

once i was done kurt smiled.

"hey how about we go out to eat?" he said with what looked like upsetting look on his face.

"ofc kurt!" i smiled.

i sprayed his favorite perfume on

he hugged me and took a big whiff.

his breath shaky

him and i walked out.

"where do you wanna go?" i asked walking toward my car tossing him the keys.

"idk how about the place we walked to the first time we went out" he said grabbing my keys but putting them in his pocket.

"oh! i need a nice walk to be honest i need to clear my mind" i said.

"y-yeah same" he sighed

i held his hand and leaned my head against his shoulder.

we walked to the tiny restaurant next to my work.

he opened the door for me.

"thank you" i smiled kissing him on the cheek

he followed quickly and pulled out my chair for me.

"you are so sweet" i giggled as he pushed in my chair.

we ordered drinks.

we sat and talked.

kurt didn't have as much energy as he normally does.

he seemed sad but didn't wanna say anything.

we ordered our food after our drinks got there.

once our food got there kit really just stared at his.

i only ate a few of my fries.

"hey y/n we really need to uhm.. talk" he sighed s rubbing his face.