lovesick <3

uhh.

you seem uncomfortable, do i make
you nervous?🖤

(tw knife play)

we got home.

it was late and i was tired.

kurt followed me into my apartment.

"goodnight" he smiles leaving.

i didn't was him to leave.

but i wasn't gonna be the one to stop him.

he left.

i sighed and went on my phone.

i cuddled my pillow as i scrolled on tiktok until i felt my eyes heavy.

i turned off my phone and tried to sleep.

i had a hard time falling asleep w out kurt next to me.

ever since the first night anyway.

i groaned as i rolled over.

o picked up my phone and texted kurt.

Me: can't sleep wyd?

kurt: just chillin why wyd?

me: can't sleep

kurt: dang

me: wanna come over?

kurt: oh yeah ok

it wasn't to long later i saw kurt's figure standing in the door.

i got up and held my arms out.

he hugged me back.

i loved it when we swayed back and forth.

"i could stay like this forever" he says.

"you said it" i giggled

we ended up laying down shortly after that.

kurt picked something random to watch on the tv

~•~
one year later

kurt and i have been together for almost two two years now.

i love him.

my family loved him.

well some of them but that didn't matter.

i really wanted to marry kurt.

spend the rest of my life with him.

he's different then when we met.

i changed him.

he's still cute dorky kurt.

just doesn't wanna kill people.

i don't think he's ready for marriage though.

which was a major bummer.

we have talked about marriage before.

but it was all "if" but not "when"

kurt was really handsome, i loved the way his dark hazel eyes often started me down.

the way he looked at me always made me blush.

i couldn't control it.

"hey wanna go grab something to eat" he says.

"oh uh sure" i smile.

we get up and he smiles

"your gorgeous" he says.

his hands planting in my waist.

he pulls me closer to him by my waist.

i felt the butterflies when my lower stomach hit him.