insane <3

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your eyes are so, so pretty i bet
your lips are probably wet. <3

"what's up" he said.

"you should go meet my mom and dad like rn" i said.

"y/n, do you see my face?" he asked.

"yes i see it and i'll just say that you hit in a fight with someone that idk threatened me" i said.

"y-your being ridiculous"  he sighed.

"no i'm not please kurt, my mom would love you" i smiled.

"i don't think we should do that now. how about after i heal" he says.

"ugh fine" i groan.

i rolled over.

i was tired.

i went on my phone to watch tiktok

he went on his phone too.

it was silent.

the only sound was the sound from my tv and our phones.

i decided to get up.

idk get a snack.

kurt followed me quickly.

"hey wyd?" he asked grabbing my arm.

"oh uh i was going to get a snack?" i questioned.

he kinda scared me sometimes.

"oh right" he says letting go

he hugged me.

i loved hugs.

specifically by kurt.

i hugged back.

he swayed me side by side slowly before letting go

he kisses me softly.

there was something about kurt.

when he kissed me i didn't always feel like i did throughout a normal kiss.

i felt like i wasn't safe.

that i was in the hands of someone your would be so ready to stab me any moment.

"god your perfect" he whispers throughout the kiss.

his hand traveling to the side of my neck.

he walks forward backing me up against the wall.

i felt the gentle but rough thud against s me and the wall.

"sometimes i think about what you would look like to be in pain" he says inbetween kisses.

woah.

tf?

that was gross and i didn't know what to do.

but it was also kinda hot.

his hand trailed from the side of my neck to the back.

giving a tight and firm squeezed.

i think he knew i was uncomfortable.

that's what turned him on.

he sticks his hand up the back of my shirt.

rubbing my back softly with his thumb.

this sent chills down my body.

he smiled. 

"yk i would never hurt you" he whispered rubbing neck with s frim grip.

no i don't know that.

and by the tone of his voice i didn't know if he knew that either.

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