Living in fear
Unable to put my guards down
Breaking in tears
Each time someone is around
A life waster
I've spent my life between wet sheets
A loner
Because people make me feel sick
I don't trust no one
I'm living in fear
If i get close to someone
And they leave me in tears
Because I'm living in fear
I became a mess
Masking my heart while getting dressed
Hiding my face because I hated it
Glueing my nails on to rip my skin with them
Living in fear
Because my head is so loud
It makes me want to put myself under the ground
I pray to God to let me die in my sleep
But i know that all i want is to actually live
Leaving in fear
Decaying in tears
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Life waster
PoetryTW sh , Ed , suic ,.. do not read if it doesn't suit your journey
