Life waster

eraser

I grew up erasing mistakes
Erasing mine
My parents mistakes
And every mistake that had nothing to do with me
I grew up erasing my memory
Forgetting things
To find peace
It was fine
Till they told me i wasn't fine
And that my trauma might be faceless
But it's shadow is still by me
Watching me
And controlling my moves
I grew up wanting not to grow up
I grew up with an infinite urge
To erase myself
But I'm still here
Holding my inexistent eraser
A pen and a tear
Watching all of these mistakes
Come back to life
Faceless
Unremembered
But in a shadow form
That hurts
A shadow that i can't just
Catch and erase