Life waster

fix me

I hope you don't hate me
As much as i hate me
I hope you don't give up on me
Just how i gave up on me
I know i can be too much
Even not enough
But i don't want you to leave me
And i wish you could love me
Throughout these hard years
The days that are filled with tears
I know that it's not fair to pull you into my chaos
And I'm not expecting you to heal me
But as long as you're with me
I'll do my all to fix me