Life waster

how you switched on me

I've loved you first then you wanted me harder
you left me first till i missed you harder
I forgot you lastly and you came back first saying that you'd love to get what we had first
I met you one day we laughed louder
You were so damn pretty my heart beat faster
And i knew at that point that I'm tied to you longer
Long enough but not enough to keep you forever
Because forever is nothing but a lie
And that's what I've learnt while u'r sitting next me but my heart was in a burning state
I swear I've loved you but not the you I'm seeing
I miss the one I've loved first who's been seeking me
I miss how you wanted me more than anything
And how u used to care about me and what I'm feeling
Now I'm just a girl u'r with and i don't know if u want me
I keep saying that i miss you but i miss the one i had first
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