I've spent my life
Hating on the act of living
But i happen to be in love
With every aspect of it
The smell of fresh bakeries in the morning
The sky and how it changes colors
The rainbow and little raindrops
Being around the ones who made me laugh
Falling in love with the same person over and over again
I'm so in love with this world
That i would love to stay in it forever
Yet I'm so in war with myself
That I've spent my life
Fighting the urge of ending it
