He Was Never Mine [JJK X Reader]💜

6. Tear💜

I am not able to process everything that has happened in the past 10 minutes. After taking a few deep breaths, I decided to leave the place as quickly as possible.

Before leaving the concert, I went back to the concert where I was standing. My eyes started searching for him on the stage.

There he is looking super fine, continuing his performance.

Thank God, he is totally fine now. This is what I wanted

But his words keep echoing in my cranium, I mean in my brain.

These days I am mixing medical terminology with everything. I should focus on this later.

I decided to leave the concert.

I couldn't stay longer so I left the concert and reached my room. I started packing everything as I have a return train at 4.

My actual plan is to leave in the morning the next day but everything that has happened is urging me to leave Busan.

I think it's better to inform Misoo that I am getting started.

I took my phone and called Misoo, she lifted the call quickly as if she was waiting for my call and didn't speak until I spoke.

"Misoo-a, I am getting started from Busan to Seoul by 4 pm train. Can I come to your place? I may reach around 7 pm" I said without realising what I just asked.

"Please come, this is your home, there is no need to ask permission, Hyejin-a. I will be waiting for you" her voice is filled with assurance that she is going to listen to me even if I talk all night about whatever I have gone through.

I left for the railway station and got into the train.

This is the most painful journey ever because I started to think about everything that has happened in my life from the beginning.

My parents, grandmother, Misoo, Eunwoo and...........Jungkook.

I suddenly felt an urge to cry but I didn't. I have to control my emotions until I reach Misoo, my safe place and then I can give the entire control to my emotions.

I reached Seoul by 6:30 pm. Once I came out of the railway station I thought about taking a cab, booked one and got into it.

I was completely blank until I saw the postures, flexi of BTS.

Whenever I saw Jungkook I used to feel like he was the cause of my Euphoria but now he is the cause of despise for myself.

Finally I reached Misoo's place. I paid the cab, I took a few deep breaths so as not to break down immediately after seeing her and entered our home.

"Hyejin-a, how was the journey?" she asked without looking into my eyes and hugged me.

I didn't give any response but immediately hugged her back. I missed her terribly because of whatever I faced today.