He Was Never Mine [JJK X Reader]💜

31. Fire 💜

"Hyejin-a, how are you?" Eunwoo is being nervous and got up from where he was seated after he heard me.

"I think we have a lot to discuss. Let's go to the rooftop",  I have known him for a long time and I can read him right away.

We both reached the rooftop soon.

"So, now tell me why are you here?" I asked him in a rush and I can see that he is hurt now.

"You are really mean. How come you didn't even ask me how am I?", I didn't respond but frowned at him.

"Of course I know we had a bad past but we met after a long time right? I think we have not been away for this long ever since we became friends", Eunwoo is trying to be friendly.

He is behaving like nothing happened between us.

"You are expecting me to be normal in this situation? After all, what you did to me. Do you even realize how harsh your words were the other day? I didn't expect that from you", I am furious and I didn't expect to see him this early after our break up.

"Of course I missed you all this time but I am making myself clear to you again that you are always my best friend.

I can't get back to you as a girlfriend because I can't deceive you and deceive myself anymore", I said curtly and didn't even look at him.

"I came here as your friend not as your ex. I can't ask you to come back to me because I realized you never loved me the way I loved you. I am the one who forced my feelings on you. I hate myself for that", I can see the guilt written all over his face.

"I am really sorry, Hyejin-a. I didn't even deserve a second chance and you don't have to force the feelings for me anymore. Some things never happen, you know. Maybe you were never mine", Eunwoo looked miserable but he brought that himself.

"But please don't completely ignore me. I want to remain as your friend and a well wisher. You can always count on me if you are facing a hard time like you used to do before our relationship", he seems to be genuine and more desperate than ever.

"Please Hyejin-a, I don't want to force this also. So, please take your time and you can text or call me anytime", Eunwoo looked at me as I was being silent all this time.

"Fine, I will think about it. Please leave now. I don't want you to run into Misoo. She will definitely kill both of us right away", I thought to leave immediately but I couldn't leave him like that.

"You are really a nice person, Eunwoo-a. But like you said, some things never happen. You don't have to go through anything because of me", I have hurt him enough for hurting me.

"You have a different future which is going to shine because of your parents and you will definitely make them proud someday.

I want to be beside you then too but as a friend", I gave him a smile, he just nodded and he too couldn't stop smiling after that.

"Let's leave now. I will call you whenever I am free. We can hangout like always if you are free too. This time I want Misoo to join as well. Maybe she will accept because we both are no longer in a relationship", I am trying to find words which wouldn't hurt him.

"Yeah I hope so too. Let's do that. I will leave now. Thanks for listening to me. Take care and don't skip meals. Bye", We came out of the hospital and he gave a final wave at me before he left.

"I know you can never be mine and you confirmed it today. But I can't lose you, so I will stay at least like this by your side", Eunwoo said to himself, leaving a heavy sigh, he left to continue his work.

"Kim Hyejinshi, someone is waiting for you in the dorm. You didn't lock the dorm so I thought he already informed you", I think the right person is here now.