He Was Never Mine [JJK X Reader]💜

9. Miss Right 💜

JUNGKOOK'S POV:

"What the hell was happening there?" Jimin hyung yelled at me which made me flinch a bit as I am lost in my thoughts and guilt is taking over me.

"Hyung, I messed up. I messed up everything. She is such an amazing woman. I was wrong about her, I thought she was a hater and said so many mean things to her" I raked my hands roughly through my neatly set up hair out of frustration.

"I was about to discuss with you this evening but I misunderstood everything hyung, let me make myself clear and I will tell you everything.

Please trust me there is nothing to worry about, I will make everything right", I pleaded with him, holding his hands with my two hands and my eyes teared a little.

This made Jimin hyung speechless, he just nodded as if he understood something and we left to continue our schedule.

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"I am still not able to understand what could have happened which made you feel this way and the woman earlier is kneeling in front of you and crying.

So tell me what happened?" Jimin hyung looked curious as if his life depends knowing what exactly happened and is happening.

After resting himself on a couch in my mansion, he is expecting my explanation and his voice sounded more like interrogative.

I explained everything in detail to him and went silent to give him some time to process everything.

"I misunderstood her hyung, I said to her that she is a hater, I can sue her for sexually assaulting me.

I am such a dumbass, there she was trying to save me but I accused her for sexual assault. Does that even make sense, hyung?" I am surely a dumbass and I may never get to read the situations.

"Gosh, I really hate myself. Today after explaining everything, she said a few things which really broke my heart", I can sense my something in my heart is hurting but it feels good.

"She is a doctor, she really did a great job, her parents must be proud of her. But she is thinking she doesn't deserve to be a doctor because of my stupid words", I mentally went back to where she kneeled in front of me, apologizing me for saving me.

"She is still saying that everything is her fault. I can't even dare to imagine what she must have gone through all these days because it's already been 4 days since the concert but there she is still blaming herself", now I went to back to where we kissed on the concert day.

Fuck me! We kissed?

What were you even thinking Jungkook?

That's why no one should be single for this long in life.

"She looked really pretty on that day, she didn't wear any makeup, that caught my attention.

The way she was looking at me all the time with her wide doe eyes. I couldn't forget anything about her and after knowing everything now I can never forget", a smile creeped on my face even though guilt is eating in and out of me.

"The way she approached me and saved me, even though she was going through something as I clearly remember she was crying at that time, the way she is smiling after making sure that I am fine, now I am able to understand, now everything is making sense", I am breathing heavily when I am saying everything that has happened so far.

"I am very thankful and more apologetic to her now. I can't take this anymore, Hyung. Please say something. Whatever it takes, I should get out of this guilt soon.

Everything seemed so weird, I couldn't stop thinking about her. She became pale like she didn't eat anything for many days and only cried all the time.

I want to meet her, thank her and apologize to her. She deserved to be happy, she seemed responsible, innocent and alone", I said everything like a rap.