He Was Never Mine [JJK X Reader]💜

40. 00:00 (Zero O' Clock) 💜

After a few hours, I am conscious again and now I am sober enough to process everything because of the rest I got after continuous crying.

"Thank God, you are awake now. I am very worried for you because you have been unconscious for 30 hours, I mean before 25 hours and after we had our little talk, 5 hours", Misoo is checking her watch.

"I have been struggling to bring this up for 2 weeks, because this month your period got skipped. You are not in a situation to grasp that", I am god damn lost to grasp anything.

"This confirmed to me that you are not at all okay. You didn't even recover from the break up or whatever you call it, now Halmoni is no more", I am fighting against my tears again.

"I am not sure how you will take this but as a Gynaecologist, I can say that you can't handle the pregnancy with this state of mind. You have to be mentally strong and physically healthy to give birth.

You shouldn't be ridiculous like this and give up on everything. Make up your mind, keep the baby or give up on the baby", she is being cold and her voice is being harsh.

I am not able to understand, is she being a Gynaecologist? Or Misoo, my dear friend!

"Can you leave me alone? For some time. You don't have to worry, I promise I won't do anything stupid. I have to think about the consequences so...please Misoo-a", I am pleading her and she gave a quick nod, mouthing an 'Okay' and left the room.

He will make a family for you.

This is the only thing that is going through my mind as of now.

How Halmoni's words came true within a short span.

"I want this baby. I will go to any extent to protect this baby. This is mine. This is only mine. My family. My blood", I said to myself for the nth time and then without me realizing it's already been more than 20 minutes and she is back with a frown on her face.

"Why are you being mad at me? I am sorry if I did something wrong", I looked at her with puppy eyes to melt her and it worked.

"No, no, darling. Actually..... No, first of all, you have to let me know your decision. Did you make up your mind?" She asked softly, taking a seat on the bed I was lying on, stroking my head.

"I want this baby, Misoo-a. I can't give up. I can never because you know very well how badly I am waiting to be a mother but because of the situations we didn't bring that up lately", my biggest dream is to become a mother after becoming a Doctor.

"I didn't even give a thought what happens if I give up on the baby. And also I won't marry anyone. If I have to marry, I have to fall in love again. I think that's impossible. Let's think about it later", I will become the strongest independent woman and mother.

"I want to be as healthy as possible to have a healthy labor. I want your guidance. Perks of having a Gynecologist as a best friend ", I have let her know my decision and winked at her.

She is smiling like an idiot now.

She surely has a split personality.

How can she change her expressions in such a short span?!

"That's my girl. Actually, I was about to say the same but I shouldn't force anything on you. Mom and Dad want to talk with you, so I am getting lost because I have to give some space for them to have a talk with their lovely daughter", she let out a fake pout which made me laugh at her stupidity.

Mom and Dad came into the room but they were silent.

They looked worried, tense and nervous.

I couldn't bear the silence.